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2009-05-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

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to my new link, abandon the old. heheh!!

2009-05-03T02:19:00.002+08:00

ok, basically what had past had past. and i am not going to dwell on it, what's more to say, to mention it here. plus, i actually cant remember most of the things. other than being an invisible stalker, which is totally what the hell lor, 'accused lesbians', and last but not least, the trainings. and this is seriously vexing. because i have to make a choice by this coming wednesday! it will affect my own life, and i simply dont know what would happen. will close down this blog which accompany throughout my secondary school, and start a new one which hopefully can accompany me through my poly life. i hope to bring it to another level, with pictures, sounds and craps. heh! wait till my mood is good first...

2009-04-21T21:10:00.002+08:00

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second day of orientation. much better than the first day, obviously. more people came to our class, interacted some of them. had much more fun!!! :D went to school with jiahao and ruiling, obviously. then had mac again. we went to the auditoria to listen to the director talk. i fell asleep. sorry, but havent got used to adapting back yet. still sleeping in around 1+, 2 each day. then had our refreshment and got free laptop cases. changed into business school tees. so cool! because it is in yellow colour, never had a yellow shirt before. then we proceeded to the stadium. and the weather that day was so so wonderful, meaning scorching hot. watched the mass dance carried out. then we have to cheer non-stop. the feelings are totally different without the same group around you to cheer, especially 1e4 and 2e4. was quite quiet to cheer lar. then we went over to our backgarden, refering to bedok reservoir. hot hot hot, even hotter down there. confirm will tio sunburnt, so i actually put up my sleeves to let it have a nicer colour, rather than just 2 colours. heh! we won for the fifth time, and that's so exciting can!! we won the overall champion for regatta too. shoik boh! business school damn zai! yea! around 6.30 we left the reservoir and walked aimlessly about the school. went over and took a look at the jam and hop thing. in the end, we didnt join them. waited for weikiat until 8 plus, in the end, he told us he needed more time. then we waited at the bus stop for quite long, for the bus. ruiling had got her dad to fetch her, and in turn we got a free ride back home, thanks ar! :D

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have got to wake up quite early, around 9.30am. because there is dance in the afternoon at 12. enjoyed reggae, like totally, love it. although i danced until very weird but i still liked it alot. got sister to join us for lunch at funan it mall. nick treated us to drinks, kind of him. then after we chit-chatted. and took a train home to yishun because ruiling wanted desserts. heh. went to the petshop, saw this very cute dogs. but guess, i never have the patient to really look after it. went home and slacked. very tiring ar.

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finally got to woke up late. watched some shows on television, before going down to dagu's house for dinner at night. felt weird, really weird. then after went to northpoint and do stationeries shopping! went home, used the computer and packed my bag for school. slept at 2 am in the morning.

200409-210409
went to school with jiahao. school is a little boring. maybe that's for the start. when school end, there is nothing we can do anymore. other than go home, which i dont want to. so i am so anticipating the cca fiesta that is coming up tomorrow. i want a cca. i dont want to do nothing!!!

2009-04-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

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all the way back to last saturday. ok, so that is how it goes. met with jiahao at mcd at 10 to enjoy my long time never eat hotcakes. then we took a train down to clarke quay, and wandered our way there. it was our first dance lesson. it has been really long since i have last danced. and omg! like what jiahao had said, i really have got no beats and rhythms. shit. but luckily and hopefully, i tried lor. i looked weird while dancing and i seriously think that is because i am too tall. for once, i wished that i am short. managed to survive through the two dances although one is really fast and the other one was like weird. then after dance, we went to fareast plaza since our darling princess wants to get her stage dress. then they had lunch at gelare, while i tried to sleep my time away. me and jiahao ate mee goreng instead. and then we met up with fangli and qiuyi. and you know what, when there's jiahao and qiuyi. they fight. ahah. and the others basically enjoyed the show. after ruiling, ruishan and diane went home, we took a bus down to marina square. havent been there in a really long long time! wa. missed a lot of people. thanks jiahao, for trying to make kelvin notice me. fact is, i dont even like him. thanks lor! then talked to victoria and nina. went to look for ken but he wasnt there. i guessed he quit? hopefully not, because he still owes me my small springform pan. damn! took a bus home. and the bus is so freaking cold can?! but managed to sleep through the bus journey with my home clothes covered my big body. sorry shixiang, for not accompanying you for dinner. hope the above passage explains it all. paiseh.

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CHUA SAI!!! my legs were very very painful that day. and i swore, all thanks to the super ultra mega stretch that i did during the dance practice. damn. woke up early that morning too to do some voluntary works at angmokio. then in the afternoon, we went into malaysia, like always. wanted to do some shopping, in the end. we bought nothing, except for bubblegums and chocolate chips kueh bahulu. shui oh! went to some hawker centres to have our dinner. and i tell you, their barberqued stingray and kangkong is best ar! it's very very spicy, yet very tempting. went to city square before going home around 9 plus, then we received a bad news, our car had been auto-locked with the car keys in it, and the people outside. and this is even more chua sai can. we were stuck in the city square for 3 bloody hours, before somebody rescues us from there. eventually, we made it back home at 1am in the morning. very very tired that day. for those who looked for me that day, should know that i MIA for the whole day. hah, although only one person looked for me that day. ): this showed how pathetic i am.

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muscles were still pain on that day. but then due to unforseen circumstances, my beloved dance lessons have to be pushed forward for one day and that is monday. went for dance in the evening, 5.30pm to 7.30pm. after the lesson, we took the shuttle bus to suntec city before we went looking for food in marina square. we enjoyed our food alot. then after, we took a bounced train back to yishun!

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slept until around 2.30pm before i received my wake-up call from jiahao to go bugis. he will scold me everytime when he wakes me up. "where got people can sleep from 12 hour straight?" in the end, i have to wait for him to cool himself in the aircon in his house, while me watching the biggest loser on channel 5. wa, they are like god can. they lost 20 pounds within 10 days leh. omg. maybe like what jiahao say, they had alot of extra fats in their body that's why they lost their weight easily. true? went home after taking my beloved handphone from the hospital which it stayed for 2 weeks. poor thing. home and had dinner.

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actually im in no mood that day, didnt feel like going anyway that day. but in the end, we ended up in ruiling's house to make this super hard sponge cake. auntie treated us to roti prata in the afternoon before we went to their house. basically, in the house, jiahao and ruiling ignored me to the freaking max because they were super busy chatting online with one another, and surfing the net. leaving me to stare at the wall and do nothing, makes me to feel that i shouldnt have gone at all. damn. went home quite early as uncle was back to take them to swim, he offered us to go too, but no... cant expect to take treats from the KUA's family non-stop. plus me and jiahao had to go home early to have dinner. and so back home, and dinner. insomnia for 50 minutes, i guessed i am too stressed.

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today. met up with ruiling and jiahao at 7am at my busstop. reached tampines at 7.30am. wth!? we were supposed to reach school by 8.30am. in the end, we went to have mcd. saw this super handsome guy while having mcd, and he is no other than my primary school friend, luke. been seeing him around for quite some time. i always see him, other than nattanich. then we took a bus down with xavier to temasek polytechnic. registered, and turned out that i am in the same class as jiahao. dont know to be happy or sad. then waited for one hour before the whole thing began. very very very sian. i dont know why, but i guessed is because we did most of the stuffs in secondary one and i guessed we dont need a repetition on those cheers. the only thing that was fun is the mass dance. food was great too but i didnt finish it because i saw that layer of fats underneath it. damn! when did i become so health-conscious? dismissed around 5.30pm. and went home with darling ruiling and jiahao. i dont like my class. i dont know why, but i just dont like them. what's more to say, makes friends with them. ):

not very much looking forward to tomorrow's orientation, other than the shirt, matrix card and timetable. or maybe tomorrow mcdonalds? haha. but pretty much looking forward to saturday dance class. i want to continue with dance, but i dont have the bucks. can you guys like wait for me, which i go accumulate my bucks then we start with intermediate? please. :D

2009-04-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

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wa, shoik. slept all the way until 3pm. heh. since enjie went home one day earlier, then i got to sleep. but then, i felt guilty. because i didnt really play with him, sian. have to wait again... in the end, woke up and ate rice. heh. went out to northpoint to return my library books. met with jiahao, looked at him eat. then after we took a bus to beancurd city, actually we wanted to go to chongpang de, since it's just nearby. heh. then we ate already then we walked to chongpang to get jiahao's stuff and homed.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FANGLI!!! :D went out in the afternoon with diane, ruiling and jiahao. me and jiahao accompany diane and ruiling to funan IT mall to meet a guy. before we met the guy, we ate at nanxiang restaurant. haiz, shouldnt have recommend that place, waste my $10. then after we took a bus to funan. we walked around, and saw many many laptops! excited can? took a few brochures back to study. hehe! cant wait for new laptop, at the same time, how to buy without money leh? then met up with guy. he's the boss of D.O.P.E studio, a dance studio lar. in the end, after talking to him, everybody got high and we all signed up for dance classes! haha. just the five of us, me, ruiling, ruishan, diane and jiahao. hah. shoik ma. then me and jiahao went off with the boss while diane and ruiling went home. we took a cab down to heeren. then walked to fareast and ate at HANS before we went home. ate dinner at home again.

090409
went out early in the morning to catch a movie at angmokio hub. the movie is, ok. but i wont recommend for a second watch lar. hah. ate subway before that, shared a six foot with diane. so we each had a three foot. heh. nice. after the movie, we went to sumo house to had my katsudon. then after the dope boss came, and we handed him the money. then we shopped around amk hub before going to northpoint. we bought a polar cake to surprise fangli in her house with the help of her family. in the end she chua sai. haha. played with hannah too since she's there. then after, we met jiahao and had dinner together at northpoint. went to malaysia after that. had a black pepper vrab, salted egg crab and my favourite cereal prawns, and barberqued food! yea! happy to the max. played with jarryl. then around 1am, we went to a disco. hah. yup, a disco. drank hoegarden. reached home 4 in the morning. shoik ma?

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woke up at 4pm in the afternoon. haha. shoik ma? ate maggi mee. then around 6.30pm, met up with fangli to take the books that i just borrowed from the library and jiahao for dinner. and for once, somebody is watching me to eat. anyway, i woke up with a super sexy voice can? almost lost my voice. then ate laksa with lots of chilli. then went to northpoint, then to chong pang. walked to northpoint from chongpang. and homed! excited about tomorrow dance class!

2009-04-07T00:00:00.002+08:00

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went up with jiahao, supposing with ah ling also. but ah ling went out with 3 other guys instead. so i am stuck with jiahao. went back to town, as usual. although i am very sian with that place, that is most probably the only place i can get things. met at 1pm, ate kfc. but i feel like eating laksa the other day. went down to town and alight at somerset. went to centrepoint, randomly. then to the john little building. to heeren, then to cathay cineleisure. and most of the times, we are doing nothing at all, just looking around seriously, without a single thought of purchasing anything. then drank gloria jeans coffee, we forever will drink their coffee as long as we go there. heh. then we walked to taka. to wisma. then to a place where we would really put our hearts and minds to shop. far east plaza. heh! chatted with the aunty that i bought my dress and skirt from. then shopped for clothes that jiahao looking for. end of shopping. we then took a bus down to ruiling's house to have prata, we called ruiling to join us. we went to ruiling's house after that. because jiahao had got a damn red eye that he must dig out. heh! just joking. he wore ruiling's spectacles home, thanks to my clever suggestion. ruiling helped me to apply her OPI nail polish on my finger nails. i felt so "taitai". hehe. somemore is MISS KUA helped me put one. went home around 11pm. me and jiahao always cant bear to leave her house de, hor jiahao hor? was always cut halfway through while on the phone with jingen, because i was with a bunch of crazy people! in the end, we didnt even get to finish our conversation lor. chatted with ganesh throughout the night, all the way until 3.30am. and i finished my novel (ganesh insisted that i should call it novel, because story book sounds so childish.) by 4am.

030409
very very very excited lar. it had been very very long since i last went back to school! supposing to meet the others at cold storage at 2.30pm. in the end, we met only at 3pm. then we took a free ride from ruiling's mum. me, jiahao, ganesh and henry squeezing behind. wonderful! almost fainted, lack of oxygen. hah, joking ar, no offence. then took our certificate. ok, for me, it didnt look that nice lar. no need to explain. then went to drama studio to find the juniors. filled with anticipation, in the end, i felt so sian. ended up sitting down with ruiling, chitchatting and taking photos only. heh! too bored. watched the parade in school hall? because this is weird, we usually have our parade in hall during wet weather program but now... ? omg. sian dao can. then watched mr tan moulding his clay and at the same time, educating the parents how to mould their children. watched the concert. didnt manage to catch CO performance. enjoyed choir and band performance. ODDS is a blast with hundreds of people laughing. it's good lar, but i start to imagine how good is the SYF play since i didnt have the chance to catch it. dance is good too. their costumes are very vibrant lor. now, i seriously understand why eryu said they most probably can get gold liao. jiayou to which ever PA groups that havent go for SYF yet. opened the sparkling juices at the centre of the courtyard, as usual. heh. enjoyed myself that nigt, but definitely not the food. all i had was the dry meesiam with curry and a mango pudding. wonderful? feeling unfull, we went to mcd at chongpang to continue eating. although almost of us ended up having a drink only. haha. chatted with adilah very very very long that night, and realised it's the longest that we had ever chatted. and i definitely love her and FARKQ forever. hold on, peeps. took a bus home and played with enjie after my shower. and slept.

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went to ah yi chalet at costa sands pasir ris. it was really fun with the food and those cousins (only 2 came) but it was all than enough with one cousin ' mummy, mummy ' all the way. cukup! brought jarryl to the swimming pool but he was really scared. went to wild wild wet since we had 4 complimentary passes. heh. brought jarryl in too, but he was really very scared. no choice but had to get gorgor to bring him back to the chalet. he even had nightmares saying ' no no ' with his hands crossed. after he was brought back to the chalet, me and jiejie went back to play. i wore a bikini there. heh. didnt manage to play slide up though. small kids, with non-swimming adults. how to play? really planned to go back there with my friends, but do you guys agree? enjoyed my barberqued food, at the same time, scolding somebody who give me the aeroplanes. didnt ate alot. because i was feeling full. nobody stayed at the chalet. we all went home. reached home around 11+. very very shack ar. watched some ghost videos that jiahao showed me. wasnt really that scary lar hor, scardy meow. then after wasted one and half hour listening to somebody, shitting and damning. went to bed at 3 am.

050409
managed to sleep till one. omg. felt bad. went to nainai house to join her for dinner. and went back home.

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woke up at 11+, took a bath and hurried down to raffles place to get my shoes. yea! played with nephew alittle. fell asleep while playing with him. oh my goodness! and when i woke up, he was only 2 hours away from going back home. sian. ok, now my life is back to normal liao. nothing to do. eat, sleep only. sian.

ok, i am joking about the bikini part. dont think too much, if not if you puke out your intestines, dont get me to pay for your medical bills hor.

2009-04-01T17:03:00.002+08:00

yea!! work finally ended. and that is like so peace to the world lar! heh. was very very very tired. so i actually woke up like just an hour ago. hah. this is actually not my best record. my best record was actually 5pm last saturday. am i smart or what? hah. all i know is that i am no longer tired, and it's time to move on and look for the fun things in life or jobs that pay for my monthly expenses when school starts. actually i was offered a job at DOROTHY PERKINS at orchard point OG but i cant work for this weekend and so i cant take up the job. sigh. but then on the brighter note, it is actually good that i didnt take up the job. working in OG seemed sian, and tampines to orchard to yishun, all are train rides. and i want to get bus concession, you see. aiya, dont care for now lar. enjoy myself for one week or less before i go job-hunting again.

thurs- day out to shopping!
fri- AI achievement day
sat and sun- chalet and nephew's back home!

i want to go to john little mega expo sales next week when it starts. at least john little is much more better than robinsons lar. there is something for me to shop. and for the first time in my life, i went to haji lane last sunday. cool cool. the place is like hidden shopping heaven, although most of the shopkeepers just cant be bothered to serve you at all. me and my sis enjoyed ourselves in one of the shophouses which merged the concept of cafe and shopping together. the shophouse looked so much like the one that i have been in malaysia. bought stuffs there. then after, we went into shophouses that nobody would bother to entertain us. irritating. later that night, we went into malaysia with mum's friends. wanted to surprise gorgor, dasao and baby, in the end, they surprised us by going to muar. we have to wait for them while eating the barberqued food in the shop. wa, shoik ar. but then, i scared my one month efforts of not eating so much kana wasted. saw baby and he actually wanted to follow us back to singapore, he was reluctant to follow dasao home. he was clinging on to mummy. but no choice, everybody has got work if not we would have taken him home. in anyways, he is coming out on friday! cant wait for school achievement day. was very excited lar because is like i took part in school achievement day each year, and that is the only time when we can actually go crazy in school. shouting and doing stupid stuffs and enjoy free food. heh. i simply hope that this year would be the same. miss school, miss friends! i want to get a new phone. my ultra cock-up handphone went to the hospital last friday, and it is still there. hopefully i wont have to pay a single cent to get it repaired since it is under warranty. when i was working one day in taka, my phone just went 'poof' when i slided the phone up without any warning at all. and it is not my fault, although i dropped it like a couple of times since the first week i got that phone. heh. sorry about that lar. i want alot of things and i realised my bank has no more money already. omg! what to do? you see, i really need a lot of jobs to pay for my monthly expenses. talking about it, the essential venture is taking forever to give me my $72 cheque. wth sia. and i have to return to the goddamn place where birds dont shit lor. to get both my cheques. damn it. anyway, marina square is so going to be the place that i gonna visit without money since most of my likable friends and ex-colleagues are there, although i am not very sure if i am going to ever visit kelvin there. there are nina @ DIVA, victoria @ topshop, and ex-colleagues @ johnlittle which i will definitely visit. heh. ok, i am very hungry already, have to eat my combined breakfast-lunch-dinner now. bye! :D

2009-03-26T16:25:00.002+08:00

mmm. shoik ar. a few more days and work is gonna end soon. but at the same time, i will be jobless for 20 days, which is not good. i want to continue with them, but they are realistic people leh. haiz. cant blame them lar. let me just hope for the miracle will happen. anyway, work sucks and rocks! sucks= long working hours and some irritating things that happen. rocks= because of the in-charges! they are damn cool people. heh. mmm, that's basically what work is about. went on a shopping spree with ruiling and jiahao on monday. and i bought a lot of stuffs!! hehe. shoik ar. and i love all my items. and i haven shop enough, i wanna buy more things!!

2009-03-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

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went to ruiling's house to settle the poly enrolment stuff. reached her house around 2.45pm with jiahao. bought cup noodles to her house. in the end, i ate the maggi mee in her cupboard. hee! and that's my favourite: bak kut potato maggi mee + egg! shoik ar! then after it started to rain. and we went into her study room to play psp, look for jobs, and online enrolment. ate dinner at her house while henry and weikiat went back home earlier, since they had got something on. after the dinner, we had a walk to the nearest 7-eleven to get an ice-cream. i had a normal one: cornetto blackforest flirt. while ruiling got: haagen-dazs cookies and cream ice-cream. and it is so expensive! so we ate our ice cream on the way back. and there was this cute little girl who wanted an ice cream after she saw us having it. when i wanted to take out my whole cone, i realised the cone was broken into half. and so i didnt had a full cone, and most importantly, the cone also lou feng already. went back around 9+ after watching the show luo concert.

270209
went out with ruiling and jiahao again. went to pizza hut to have lunch. ate chicken ole for the first time and i can tell you it is really very filling! then had our medical checkup. waited very long for jiahao, because he was busy flirting with the doctor in the room. then after we go SATA at the civic plaza to had our X-ray. the feeling of having your x-ray is nothing. hhaha. met up with qiuyi and adilah. then we had fun together. ate laksa with jiahao and qiuyi at the yishun interchange. i went home with qiuyi to get change to prepare ourselves with the basketball game with jiahao, melanie, rouying, jingheng and daniel. hereby apologise for any injuries caused by me. had lots of fun and it had been really long since i last exercised and i certainly feel damn great about it! had a little chat at jiahao's voiddeck and decided to skip work for the weekends. didnt regret it at all. then jiahao accompanied us to the bus stop, and walked home alone, sad. haha.

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nephew came in the afternoon. yea. damn happy. although it has only been a week or two, i certainly miss him lots. played with him. and brought him out for dinner with jiahao, qiuyi and sis. basically, jarryl just ignored the both of them. hah! then we bought him a ball. and we took him to northpoint, hoping to get for him a new pair of sandals. unfortunately, it was a little not up to our taste. and so we went back home! **psst... that day had been my 9 consecutive days seeing jiahao! omg.

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happy. because no need to see jiahao. no lar. very mean to talk like this. went to sembawang shopping centre in the afternoon to get some stuffs. bought chips and instant pasta for dinner. and it turned out great. it didnt taste like the other one that i cooked the other time.

020309
jiahao and ruiling came over to my house to had carrot cakes and played with jarryl. in the end, jarryl ignored them. but when we are leaving, he was reluctant to let us go. he was throwing a tantrum. we reached the office 10 minutes earlier, and that was so much of an achievement. heh. luckily we didnt get lectured, and that's the best of all. started work around 5pm, was a little uncertain of what to do actually. so was blurry all the way. had chicken rice at 8pm. time flies, seriously. luckily, i managed to get a bingo that night, if not life will be difficult for me. at 9pm, we were dismissed from work. we accompanied ruiling to wait for her BMW to come. while we others took mrt home. work was kinda slack.

030309
went for work with jiahao and ruiling again. reached there damn early. half an hour earlier. because somebody wanted us too meet at 2.15pm, while work starts at 4pm. ahem, who ar? then who loitered around, bought food. then ran to the office because of the rain. henry and weikiat didnt turned until 6pm. vincent got for us indian mee goreng that none of us actually like because we preferred the malay mee goreng. didnt have any bingos that night. was kinda sad, but luckily i am not under the dangered zone. ruiling took mrt with us after work.

040309
today. sad, because i miss my friends like crazy. went for work at wingtai building alone today. saw yiting there, she told me that she is not working for robinsons as well. practically i spent the day myself tagging the new prices at the warehouse. there is nobody to talk to, very boring, hot and stuffy. walked to the post office during lunch hour to hand in my enrolment letter. and walked back with an ice-cream in my hand. boring boring boring!! really missed those crazy people. fortunately, the time do pass really fast during the tagging. and i am very grateful. slept in the bus while on the way home. talked to ruiling and jiahao because they both of them misused the company's phone. heh!!

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farewell to my friends. i am not going to die or what. is just that, i am going to have intensive working hours next week onwards. maybe when you guys are free, do look for me for dinner. i will be at taka from 120309 to 250309. do message me to prevent from me to become dead due to boreness.

2009-02-25T19:20:00.002+08:00

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went to great eastern to have training and briefing with vincent. but we were late so we actually got a lecture of 20 minutes? so morale of story, never be late. then we got alot of study materials. sian. however, i managed to finish everything already. after training, went to eunos interchange to grab a bite, actually no, 3 bites instead! took train back and walked around at northpoint. then after, took a bus home.

240209
went out with diane at k. met them 12.30pm at amk hub, initially. in the end, i reached there by one. super late. i took the bus, while the guys took the train. they had their lunch at mos burgers. then we took a bus down to serangoon k, in the end, it was closed. no choice, but we took the same bus back to amk and took another train down to thomson cc, my mum's workplace. so we spent 4 noisy, funny, and lovable hours together. left thomson cc at around 7.45pm. bussed down to newton mrt to meet ann to return our uniform and timesheet. took train back to yishun. and had dinner with jiahao at kfc. and then, jiahao pangsei me and took a bus home first.

250209
woke up very early today to go for robinsons briefing. then after briefing, walked around the shopping centre. waited for chippy to be open so we could eat fried mars balls. then took a train to khatib. they all came over to my house to have my favourite carrot cakes with me. sorry for making it a very unenjoyable experience.

2009-02-23T00:49:00.002+08:00

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went out to bugis with jiahao and henry. jiahao wanted to get some clothes, for outing. so we accompanied him. wanted to go back to school in the first place, but i was still feeling a little unwell that day, and yup, so went out with the guys. took bus 851 there, long bus ride. then walked around bugis junction, then to bugis street. after we cleared the whole bugis street, we went back to bugis junction and walked very slowly, taking our own sweet time. had dinner at parklane there. ate wanton mee, while the guys had fried chicken noodles. in the end, we all bought nothing except for my earrings. however, we did eye on some stuffs that we planned to get after we got our pay. then we walked to suntec city and took bus 857 home.

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went for work in the morning at 9.30am. supposed to reach there, there meaning orchard paragon, by 10am. and so i was late, standard. jio jiahao along too since they need more people. however, he was very reluctant about it. in the end, he still went for it. we worked differently, me at orchard, he at bugis. shopped a little during my break. and continued with my job after that. met jiahao at yishun after work to accompany him for dinner. went to find shixiang for my bag instead, because both foodcourts were full. however, we still end up in ishi mura anyway because shixiang hasnt had his dinner. had to accompany them to have their dinner while i m drooling away. because my mum had cooked. went home and had my dinner.

220209
met up with jiahao and went to work together. today and yesterday were 2 fruitful days because i learnt alot of stuffs from the working people, and all of them are very friendly! especially those in-charges. today i jio henry for work, and he should be happy. right, henry? henry switched with jiahao. henry worked in bugis for today. henry met up with us for dinner after work. we ate at cineleisure pastamania with the working people. had a lot of fun listening to them talking and saying what is good and bad for our age. but it all came a little too late. we had already done our jae and stuffs. then walked about the shopping centre. and took the same train back to yishun with sean. nice guys. then home with those guys.

2009-02-19T14:00:00.002+08:00

170209
went out for the interview with them. met them in the last cabin of the train towards marina bay, after waiting for them for a very long 20 minutes. then we took the train to eunos for out interview. find our way there after figuring it out for 10 minutes. went into the MDIS building, then we saw lots of people. was pulled into a hall to listen to their talk but we went off. we then went to great eastern building and have some rest while we waited for our interviewer to be ready after his meeting. we went up to his office and he started to interview me first. after we are done with the interview, we went to e!hub to get weikiat's slippers which he insisted that the havaianas were lousy and spoilt while he was on his way to interview. we saw the same guy that served me during the chalet. and surprisingly, he still remembered us! bought some old chang kee and took a bus back to yishun. ate dinner with jiahao again at the foodcourt. went home.

180209
went to the hospital. because nephew is in there. lucky his illness is not that serious anymore. he was discharged from the hospital! great. me and my sister went there quite early, like around 11. then we bought mcdonalds and went. we machiam go there and have picnic. we bought laptop too as well. so time past very fast yesterday. went home at night. i got flu the whole day.

190209
ok, i totally feel unwell for now. ): anyway, i wanna catch MY BLOODY VALENTINE 3D! anybody? but the movie ticket will be slightly more expensive. $10 per ticket. anybody?

2009-02-12T23:35:00.003+08:00

090209
the result of the appeal was out. it turned out great as my appeal was successful and i was super happy and glad, by right. however, i was unhappy because jiahao didnt got in. we appealed together once we knew we were in the hell school after we knew our JAE result. we appealed for the same course. however, i made it but he didnt. he was upset too. because he scored better than me and he was still stuck with the hell school. and so he came to my house, wanted to print his appeal letter. and we had got ganesh's help. in the end, he did nothing. we went to mcd with qiuyi. and he started to call everybody and said he is going to commit suicide. but it was a prank lar. so after that, we all went home. he was too upset and he told me he couldnt get to sleep. so we chatted a little. and this chat had caused so harm to us, as in we were late for our shopping on the next day.

100209
ok, you must be wondering how do we go shopping without mood. exactly. we do not have mood on that day. as mentioned, because jiahao didnt got in. but in the end, we went down town and shopped around. went to prata house to have pratas, obviously. while the kuas have dinner in their lovely house. soon, we joined them after having prata. and we started to create a havoc around. actually not. we just went up to her room and started commenting and had lots of fun with her toys, hah. check out everything on ruiling's facebook. then after, i went home with jiahao.

110209
went on for a polytechnic day trip with jiahao. because he wanted to pass his appeal letter personally to the admin officer. so he came to my house, and wanted to print the letters, in the end, our printers has no ink. so we went downstairs to photocopy his things. and then took a bus down to np to print his documents. fangli, adilah, qiuyi and ganesh joined us too. after handing in to the officer, our next stop was sp. saw siraaj and another group of malay boys. they humiliated jiahao. then we handed in the letter to the sp office. next stop, tp. but you have to understand sp to tp is not very near. trust me. it's one end to the other end of singapore. we reached tampines interchange at 5.30pm then reach tp at 5.50pm. haiz. the office was closed. so in the end, a wasted trip. we went back to yishun to have dinner. and surprise! we saw our lost lost friend, weiren. haha, exaggerating. then he told us his life in mjc. and began to feel happy because i didnt chose the jc route. then jiahao received a call. and tada~ he is in tp now!! ahhah. yea yea yea! very very happy. and now, we can finally go shopping happily. yea!

120209
went out to plaza singapura to save ruiling. hah. then after walked about. and ate fried mars balls, something that miss kua insists is very nice, nice until you will see the light. ok lar, truth is it is very nice. but not until can see light lor. then after took a train home, as i was going to malaysia at night. while the others catch slumdog millionaire. went into malaysia, played with nephew. then after had bbq stingray, lala for dinner. went to shop to have barberqued food again. so i cant eat anymore this few days. very fat already.

130209-170209
play, play, play with nephew. but nephew's sick! ): sadded. haiz. hopes he get well soon. went out to watch red cliff 2 with jiahao yesterday. it was very very nice!

**140209
happy valentine day to all babes and hunks! sorry that i couldnt make it to the party. i see that you guys enjoyed yourself alot! actually wanted to surprise you guys by turning up, but couldnt. i thought nephew will go home on saturday. but his illness got worse. sorry!

2009-02-09T02:14:00.002+08:00

070209
=D can this describes all? and saves myself from typing? haha. ok. met with jiahao in bus 851 because we were on our way to bugis to meet melanie, rouying, and qiuyi they all. jiahao and melanie had their fried chicken noodle while i stared blank in the air. walked around in bugis junction while waiting for rouying, qiuyi, adilah and fangli. soon, they arrived. and for jiahao, is pure shoikness. 6 girls and 1 guy. wa. shoik or not ar? then we walked aimlessly around while melanie looked for her black jeans, i suppose. went over to bugis street and melanie continued her search. while fangli and adilah were immersed in the joy of topshop sales, thus they stayed there and grabbed their greatest bargain. bought a peanut pancake and then we walked back to bugis junction to grab a bite. basically, we all bought breads! hah. different types/ shape/ colour of bread. then we proceeded to the food court as rouying wanted to fill her stomach. we had our bread while rouying had her dinner. walked around to see what to get for ruishan's birthday. in the end, we got her chocolate from muji and a heart-shaped mirror. we took a bus to ruiling's house. something happened before and during our bus trip. i shall not explained. however, i think i will take my revenge. is it really fun to break people's promise the very last minute? if you can do it to others, why cant we do it to you? so we loitered around ruiling's estate as we were too shy to be among her relatives. i think we wasted around 30 minutes before we went to her house. but in the end, we were spotted and had no choice. we went in and started eating. hah. very hungry already lor. met a new friend, Diane. then after dinner, we started chatting about each other life. had cake cutting session. then we went to the computer room and did some transfering. then henry came. i am proud of you too, henry! and i hope you didnt regret joining us. went out to the garden, hoping to play some games. in the end, no. we ended up drinking. haah. then we had photo sessions. long long photo sessions. hahha. we were all hyped up! in the end, we took the second last bus back to yishun from thomson. me and jiahao changed bus at chongpang to interchange. took bus 171 and started running as soon as we alighted because jiahao was afraid that he will took the last bus home. i ran with him too. he relaxed once he saw the queue at the interchange. now, it was my turn. running from one end to another end to catch my last bus home. but in the end, haiz. jiahao didnt miss his last bus, but i did. eventually, i have to walk home alone in the dark from the interchange. lucky i am not a scaredy cat lor. reached home around 1.10am. had my bath, read the newspaper and slept.

080209
woke up at 1604. hah. terrible. this is my latest wake up time so far on my records. nothing much about today. but i am trying very hard to upload the two hundred over photos to facebook. anyway, facebook can be scary. i mean, not facebook itself but members of facebook. the way they tagged and commented. wa, look at the printscreen and you will understand. what was worse was that i cant delete my mails. with that amount of mails in my inbox within one day, i can die. can you imagine that number of mails in your inbox? oh my god! anyway, in less than 11 hours, my appeal results will be out. so i will continued praying till then. hopefully, i can go out on tuesday happily. =D ok, now look at the printscreen.

2009-02-06T21:30:00.001+08:00

050209
day out was fun fun fun!! hee. totally enjoyed my day although i didnt even shopped at all lor. and for this, i am not happy so i am returning next week to enjoy my shopping. obviously, that's provided if i am happy on monday. so anyway, we were all dressed up for the outing. dressed up = makeup, formal clothings. i woke up at eleven and went downstairs to get my one day acuvue. the optician was quite proud when i asked if he sells the one day contact. he told me no and asked me to go back to where i can get them. he said that there are few opticians around who sell contacts for one day use only. but luckily enough, there are other shops around and finally found one who does sell. went back home and get ready. supposed to meet ruiling they all at far east at 1. however, due to our vainpot mr siowjiahou. both of us were late. and i have to travel all my way up to khatib just to wait for him and then down to orchard. what the hell. saw hojunsheng in the train. he didnt seemed to recognise me or he didnt want to recognise me? me and jiahao walked and found ruiling they at shaw house. had a little discussion there and walked up to orchard cineleisure since we wanted to catch a movie. had kfc at cineleisure after we scammed the people in bbq chicken. because it was a little too expensive. i had my kfc ultimate saver meal. very full and fattening too. walked and shopped around in cineleisure to digest our food. bought tickets to changeling at 3.45pm. bought popcorns as well. while in the threater, qiuyi, adilah and fangli jumped out and appeared in front of us after telling us that they couldnt make it. i was shocked, very shocked. changeling was a very nice movie. i would recommend you guys to watch it although it is pretty boring in the beginning for teenagers our age. nice! and i will also recommend if you can watch this movie alone or maybe a few friends who are not as disruptive while watching the movie. apparently, i have friends who are playing and throwing popcorns at others in the middle of the movie. ok, you know yourself. then after the movie, we took a couple of photos. and qiuyi, ruiling, adilah and fangli went home. the 3 got school while ruiling had to reach home by 8. so, i continued my lonely journey with jiahao, weikiat and henry. sounds good to be around with 3 guys? but hell no. they just ignored you all the way if you walked alone. sian. then we walked around, i wanted to go to fareast but then henry said he had to go home and so we took bus 167 and homed. me and jiahao went to northpoint to have dinner at foodcourt. then we took bus home.

wa, i think i am very detailed leh. dont you think so? anyway, i doubt i will be posting pictures here. 200 over photos leh. now everything will be at facebook. must understand my condition. i cant upload as easily as before. and i cant resize my pictures, everything takes time and i cant download anything to this laptop. sian. i want to fix back my computer. but i will just post some sample photos here. anyway, most of you guys/ all of you guys have facebook right? so what's the problem? want steal photos can, give credits can? ok, said enough.

060209
stayed at home the whole day despite melanie and guys asked me out. paiseh ar. wanted to do something for example, uploading pictures to blog, facebook. but i cant. so wasted one day. however, i found a way to settle my old computer so not totally wasted.

2009-02-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

mmm...nephew went back one day earlier than expected. there are pros and cons. i wished he didnt go home. nevermind. i shall wait for another 10 more days before he comes again! he cried bitterly before he left. me and my sister was kinda making fun of him. everytime when we bid goodbye, he will starts to cry. in the end, he cried on his way home. i want to watch red cliff 2. but the others dont wanna watch it. i begin to miss those who are in jc... haiz. if not, can watch red cliff 2 with qiuyi already lor. going out on thurs with some handsome guys and one pretty and hot babe. hah. i dont know what to say anymore.

2009-02-02T13:40:00.002+08:00

29 jan
skipped. because i forgot what i did on that day.

30 jan
it is a very wonderful day. trust me. awoken up by a call from jiahao. then after, checked my posting of results. wonderful. i am posted to republic poly, supply chain management. happy for those who hates me. but personally, i was too shocked, angry and disappointed. and so, i called moe, they said my 12 choices arent realistic, and so they will post me to a nearby poly. what the hell is not realistic? crazy meh? you tell me, who will choose 12 courses that you cant even enter one of them? i told them, it doesnt make sense and is not fair. i stayed near woodlands, means i get into republic poly lar? then if i say near np, i go np. stayed near tp, go tp lar? dont make sense! sorry if i sounds like whining. but i am not. imagine yourself, struggling so hard for amaths and triple science. in the end, you get into a course which cop is twice of your aggregate. how would you feel? haiz. but for the very least, i was not the only one who get into republic when we didnt even chose it at all. jiahao was there for me. we went down, together with ruiling, hoping to get something out of sp. in the end, to realise, there is no way out and the only way is to appeal through online. but what are the chances??? i dont wanna think anymore. anyway, i saw jiawei at sp with his girl. but he didnt seem to recognise me leh. because i was staring at him, yet he looked away. ok, enough with the posting of results. went to sembawang shopping centre to meet the others to get food for our steamboat. in the end, giant becomes an empty giant because it didnt have what we want. we moved on to fairprice finest at thomson plaza. bought the stuffs and went home. hid in ruiling's study room because i want to appeal! time for dinner! enjoy the food alot. initially thought that we didnt have enough food. but heng ar, just nice. then we chit-chat and played in the garden. had our choya and fondue. and it was time to left. went home with weikiat and weiren.

**to the assholes/bullies/'so-called' friends
thanks so much for making me feel so much 'better' when you guys tried to spoil my shirt. thanks so much for treating me as a 'girl'. trust me. thanks!

31 jan
woke up early in the morning. then use abit of computer and slept back. waited for nephew to come. they came around 4 plus. went out for dinner after that. and homed.

1 feb
yesterday. went to big aunt's house to have fun. played blackjack for 3 hours plus. win lose win lose win. in the end lose. and owe alot of money. next time cannot gamble already. reached home eleven plus and fall flat.

2 feb
today. still haven done with appealing. so bye, gonna appeal first. wonder how's school for the others?

2009-01-27T11:27:00.004+08:00

woah, woah, woah!! hello, people! im back... do you miss me? hah, fancy me going missing for the last 21 days. oh my goodness. sorry ar, people emoing about my results lar. no lar, joking! i am working for the last 3 weeks, until there is no day and no night. damn. ok, here's a briefff update. anyway, sorry for the broken promise. sis computer doesnt allow me to upload photos. so qiuyi, you upload yours first ba. i am trying very hard to solve the problem.

7 jan
rested at home like nobody business, because i am seriously shack after the 3 days 2 nights of fun with my fellow brothers and sisters.plus work starts the very next day. and is not those kind of half day job, but a full day job, that is. so i am shack.

8-18 jan
work work work!! it's basically chore. time passes very very slowly, i swear! however, it's the fellow people who make it fun. people like melanie, rouying, farmi, kahsheng, gelvin, weibin, etc. and not forgetting the friends that i knew nong nong ago. days with gelvin working night shift together with jackson the turtle is damn fun. haha. and one of the things that i swore and promised i wont forget is how jiahao blushed like nobody's business on the second last day of work!! ahah, right jiahao? as for the little details, i shall update some other time. heh. tiring lar. anyway, on the 12 jan, we went back school late to take our results because we are already celebrating at changi airport's popeye chicken. heh. in the end, the results like shit. but i kinda expected. best i expected is 12 for r4, worst is 17 for r4. in the end, 16 for r4. pui! wasnt in any mood to reply any messages, or look at the result slips in details. on the way back to work then realise, the amaths that i always failed with a f9, i actually got a b3. woah! chinese was yea! didnt waste my 24$ to retake. a1. what's so disappointing is my 3 pure sciences lar. i think i take pure sciences also no use lor, in the end, all 3 i got a b4. shoik not. haiz. saddening. workplace, was as cold as our hearts. i guessed just as many people did as badly. but the in-charge there are nice people. luckily, work came to an end fast. maybe because i work whole day, so i dont really realise the difference in night and day. hah. yea. money.

19-24 jan
finished john little. and here come my job as a promoter. haiz. i tell you, this is a very difficult job if you cannot speak. worked at bukit merah ntuc, which is seriously far from my home. it's a one end to another end bus trip of 851. can die. 1 and a half hour there, 1 hour back home. but for the very least, there are nice people and aircons around. what was worse, was the next 3 days working at chongpang. i tell you, i can die. i got heat rashes, meaning, cannot stand hot. yet, i have to be at the god damn hot tent for 11 hours. shoik or not. no rain, all shine. damn. and the most most irritating or should i say frustrating part is that, the great boss of the shop, wanted me to help him sell 10 cartons on the last day of work, which i am kinda rushing for my reunion dinner. 10 cartons is nevermind, but the thing is 10 bottles already nobody wanna get. what to talk about 10 cartons right? crazy lor. so i left and enjoy my dinner. heng ar, 3 days pass very fast if not my heat rash will sure to come back.

25 jan
went out to shop, since i haven got my new shoes yet. wanted to get a bag too, but too expensive. so nah, skipped the idea. lucky orchard didnt close as early, and that's good. since i went down a little late. then had second round of reunion dinner at my ahma house. to tell you the truth, i was actually only eating white rice. because i just dont know how to eat this and that. went to my mum's friend house to watch the movie related to mahjong. had twister fries twice that day.

26 jan
HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEEPS!! haha. actually it is just another day. nothing special since i cant eat this and that on the first day of new year. was a veg for half a day. ahah. went to granny's house in the afternoon. then to ah ma house then to da yi po house in the evening. basically that's about all for new year.

27 jan
went out in the afternoon to granny's house. went back home around 6pm. and that's the end of my new year. very fast hor.

28 jan, today
slept till 2. shoik or not. then after rot here and there. find food here and there. the end of my day. very fast hor. haha.

2009-01-06T21:41:00.003+08:00

4 jan
big day! big day! because it is the chalet day. haha. ok, so we are supposed to meet at 1pm at my house busstop. however, due to some unforeseen circumstances, some people were late. so we only managed to take the bus at 1.30pm. reached there at 2.30pm. i checked in with my sister. F07, the place that we spent 3 days and 2 nights. waited for the others to come as my sister left. shortly after, qiuyi they all came. i went to find weikiat and took our birthday cake! yea! we took a bus to bedok blk 88. our cake is from CHOC.A.BLOC. then after, weikiat claimed that he was hungry, so we went to eat bak chor mee without the others knowing. hehe! then bought blueberry tart and custard puff, so i can eat on the way. took the same bus back. lucky got weikiat, because he carry the cake! yea! ate yoghurt from yoghurt place, recommended by mr tay. nice yoghurt, but for the first bite, it tasted more of the mango yoghurt cheesecake that i had made. after a few more bites, it did taste like yoghurt. ate abit of weikiat's yoghurt ice-cream. but then, but then... when we reached 'home', the cake was already sek aik. then we have to shake shake the cake. the cake smelt damn nice. woah. camwhored and self-timed with the guys upstairs. while the others, gambled their way off downstairs. adilah, fangli and ganesh went to escape. met up at 8.30pm then we went for dinner at fish & co express! didnt ate because i was too full. however, i think i kinda regret right now? because i have never tried fish and co. before. anybody, treat me? we went to e-hub for a little walk after that. wanted to watch movie, but there were only 3 films to choose from. then wanted to sing k, but each person will have to pay at a 10$, so no no no. wanted to bowl, but had to wait very very long for our turn. thus, in the end, we slacked our way at arcade, after giving up the hope of playing pool. was very exciting to watch the guys to drive their virtual cars. heh. wanted to get alcohol, but got stopped. not enough age, damn. then we went back 'home' and start bathing, fyi, it was already like two plus. played a bit of mahjong. everybody wanted to ton, in the end, all fall flat except fangli and adilah. slept for an hour plus before waking up to watch sun rise.

5 jan
walked our way to pasir ris park. in the end, we were too hungry to wait for the sun. we chit-chatted and gossiped for half an hour before we walked to mcdonalds. had breakfast at mcd then after went back 'home', played a little bit of mahjong. then i went up to sleep. kanna woke up by ruiling's voice. brushed teeth, washed face and off we go for lunch at superdog. i love their grilled fish burger. shopped at ntuc... and heheh! finally managed to smuggle some wines and alcoholic drinks back. prepared the stuff, and soon the night falls. bbq lasted for 1 hour plus at most. i think i can only say this is the fastest bbq i ever had. i think it was because i bought too little food? played 'a-li-bomb' with peeps. seriously speaking, i am not very sure how the game works. then after played 'ice and water'. yea yea yea!!! happy like crazy. because the smart girls managed to catch the guys. went back in to watch a little of little nonya. bathed, smelt nice nice, and walked with babes to e-hub! hoping to find that ntuc was still open so we can get a drink or so. in the end, there was nothing. so we went up to the third floor and sat outside of the exit and talked. however, people who are really talking is me and fangli only. the rest are cancerians, who kept things to themselves. waited for the others to come. went to bowl after that, since i have got 3 complimentary games. played and then went back to chalet. sang birthday songs and cut cake. happy, happy! the cake is so so so nice lar! will definitely go back again. and i think i cut a little too big, as for the cake. was quite full. i prefer whole bananas than blended bananas. had lots of fun guessing weikiat's present although i already knew most of the presents. took photos, mahjong and sleep! i was sleeping at this little little corner of the bed. didnt dare to turn. turn left, means fall to the floor. turn right, will see jiahao's face. never turn, legs need to be in the mid-air. damn! slept from 5 hour plus.

6 jan
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TAY WEIKIAT! ok, my body is aching like crazy. didnt actually had a good night sleep. because first, my jackets kept flying up while pants kept flying down. had to wake up to pull them up and down for quite a few times. second, it is very very cold. shivering. and so, body is aching. piggy-backed weikiat, then he kiap my hips damn tight. ran during the games the day before. it has been really long since i last ran. fats are all piling up. woke up first, brushed up and woke the others up. said the last goodbye to the place we called 'home' for 3 days 2 nights. and dropped key. had 2$ breakfast at burger kings. was quite nice but it was a little oily and the milo taste weird. went to ehub! again. looked at the films that we could watch, then we said no. went back into the arca in the end, we went bowling again. changed my sandals. the num guy ar, wa. make fun of me. because i was pushed into num once, then changed the colour of my sandals, then went up with jiahao they all to look at sandals. in total, 3 times in num within half an hour. the guy so thought that i will go back in again, but i swore i will never go back in, and yes, i didnt went back in. told friends that i wanna go cineleisure change, he choked and laughed and said he will call cineleisure that there will be a girl going in and out of num. damn! asked him if i still can change if i still dont like, he told me yes but i will still see him tomorrow if i wanna change. wa, he thinks i permanent resident at downtown meh?! finally left ehub! and took a bus back to tampines mall. weikiat, sandy and chngyong left first. then the rest of us, we caught YES MAN! at gv tampines. very very nice. how i wished somebody could just say yes to everything i said. i will also learned to say yes to everything but i must mean it. took bus home. i am very shank (not the correct spelling, i confirm).

so fast, 3 days 2 nights had come to an end. wa, how i wished time would just stop. i learned not to say or do anything stupid in front of the guys, promise! i almost didnt had my life anymore. phew! next post, image heavy.

2009-01-04T02:42:00.002+08:00

i shall not talked about two days ago or three days ago. i will just talked about yesterday, 3 jan! 3 jan to me, it is a great and big day! for the past one year, so so much had happened, and i am super grateful to those who have stood by me through whatever had happened. thanks. you guys know who you are. really thanks!

thanks many many to those who have given me their well wishes. at 12am, i was thinking how unpopular i was. because there was only one person who wished me then. however, i was wrong. my friends have always been there. with or without the messages, they will be here for me. i know.

went out just now with qiuyi. to changi airport to marina square. i am very very thankful. thanks so much, qiuyi! thanks for standing with me for 1 hour plus, doing nothing but stared. thanks for your words, i know you meant well. thanks!!! i love you.

well, seriously speaking. i am speechless for now. i am happy and grateful. i have finally see it all through, after so so long!

chalet chalet chalet!!

2009-01-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

29 dec
went out with mummy. to bugis then to chinatown. went to the temple. it has been ages since we last went there. then after, went to chinatown to shop awhile. then after, i went to granny's house to stay as i want to make cake, mango yoghurt cheesecake to be specific. bought a lot of stuffs from ntuc, walked all the way to granny's house. finished making the cake around 11.30pm. the cake turned out to look like Portuguese egg tart. got pictures, but not now. slept at granny's house.

30 dec
woke up in the morning the next day. because have to take roster from john little. then i passed the cakes to my colleagues as well. hee! walked around the mall then saw crocs. heh, i am so going to get it. then after, jiahao and weiren came and looked for us while we are having our dimsum at baotoday. nice, nice, NICE!!! bussed home and talked about o level results. damn, it's so so scary.

31 dec
wanted to celebrate. but in the end, not in any mood to celebrate. because it's just another day, it's like christmas eve. then went to northpoint and walked around. then homed.

1 jan
HAPPY NEW YEAR! somehow i just feel that it is just another day, another day of 2008, and not 2009. hah. anyway, was quite happy today! because i met my beloved best friend today. we went to seoul garden. i swore this is my first and my last time there. because it is so expensive. 30$ per person leh. should have save the 12$ and go to a place with no aircon. damn, waste money only! however, i totally enjoyed my day out with hester. :)

2008-12-28T16:36:00.002+08:00

ok back, finally. after the 4 days of work at a place where dogs wont shit because it is a protected and restricted area in changi. it's damn tiring, that's all i will say. imagine yourself sitting down and bending forward to put small, tiny screw into 22x24 holes. can die lor, trust me. but i do enjoy myself there, first thing first, because it's a totally new environment, second, the airport is just on my left, so everyday can watch the aeroplanes arrive and depart. but one thing that is not good is that, i am the only girl working there. shoik not? dont expect to have handsome boys down there hor, so i am not happy. anyway, christmas was, boo! not happy, because i got ignored and got emotional all over for no apparent reasons. yesterday, went to bedok blk 86 to order me and weikiat's birthday cake, then walked around. took a bus and looped back to tampines then took 969 home. the driver was, i dont know how to describe. the bus is damn packed lor, yet the aircon was only 28.3 degrees Celsius leh. do you know how hot it was? i was sweating lor. for the next one month, i will be busy as shelled is packed. heard that the O level result is releasing on the 12 jan. what the hell?! i am so scared right now lar. because i dont think i am doing great. whatever it is, i shall enjoy myself before i start crying over spilled milk.

2008-12-26T00:37:00.001+08:00

all i want is christmas is YOU!!

2008-12-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

18-22 dec
nephew is back home. now, this time round, he can talked in his 'yaya' language already. and for the very least, he is calling me gugu and not meimei. hee. played with him all day long coze there was no job during the period. boo! then went into malaysia on monday. the new malaysia customs cannot make it lor, if the people never drive properly or not careful. i tell you, confirm gt car accidents lor. from now on, if there is no car to drive me in and out of malaysia, i wont go. so ganesh, i wont go into malaysia as often. dont say i everytime go in. then ate lunch/ teabreak at oldtown coffee. ate maggi mee. i think i abit crazy, where got people go cafes eat maggi mee. then had dinner at sis-in-law shop, so long never eat there already. spent RM 140++ there. had cereal prawns, fried rice, Mongolian pork, curry fish head, crabmeat tofu, shan zhu zai. shoik and barberqued food as well.

24- 27, 28 dec
will be working at changi cargi complex. work thr can die. back pain lyk nobody business. now, still pain.

** anyway, peeps. i haved booked the chalet alrd. so pls. pay a grand sum of 25$ to me when we go take roster tgt. thanks ar.

2008-12-18T01:36:00.002+08:00

ok. done uploading photos. i guess so many people must be cursing and swearing at me, saying how camwhore i can be. heh. sometimes, thinking too much, dont do one any good. believe it or not, actually i am just taking the clothes. haiz. seriously, i have lost hope already lor. no job, totally jobless! now, not even macadamias nuts are helping me. sobs. anybody, tulong? now, i must slack for another two more weeks before my chalet. sianz. i wan to go out. nephew will be back in the morning. yea!! anyway, cheesecake on christmas day sounds nice?

2008-12-18T01:24:00.006+08:00

2008-12-18T00:24:00.009+08:00

2008-12-17T18:15:00.002+08:00

yea. yesterday was a great day out with qiuyi. as usual, met at 2pm at my busstop but i was late. hah. then took bus 857 to suntec city. didnt had my lunch or breakfast. so, i was hungry... went to marina square first. walked around looking for somebody present. then after ard 4.30pm, we had our dinner, my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner, at long john silver. they rose their prices from $3.90 to $4.50. very little can? then after, walked around and got my jeans. walked back to john little to get my clothes! yea. got somebody present as well. heh. then after, paid and left. hah. homed in bus 857 again. saw xinwei and Bernadette. pics!

2008-12-16T00:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday. supposingly to be today lar, but looked at the time i post, yea? went out with mum today to orchard. went to look for chinese new year clothings! never got any of them, but already got a very very brief idea. smiles! then had dinner at SANUR indonesian restaurant. expensive to the max. but nice. then went to bishan and then homed. out tomorrow! yea, very excited can?

2008-12-15T01:48:00.000+08:00

2008-12-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

10 dec
went out with jiahao and weiren for their interview. bought them there. then after, left joo chiat for suntec to meet their darlings, namely melanie and rouying. while i am on my way to marina square to find pingping! hah. met her and talked to her for a while since i dont have much time to waste as i need to rush down to ttsh to see my grandfather. glad that he's fine. homed after kana forced to eat by my grandmother.

11 dec
dad's birthday. but not celebrating. went out in the afternoon to marina square again as promised to pingping. treat them to donuts from donut factory, bought a box of twelve. then after, chatted with pingping for ah hour as it was her break then my sis came. no choice, but have to leave. then passed the rest of the donuts to kenn, chatted with him for a while. then left. ate at bao today with sis, right outside john little. cheap can. because there is a 30% off. then left for ttsh to see my grandfather, mum came along after that. then got her to get me donuts from donut factory. heh, i no need pay. i very boliao hor? then left for home. felt very happy while watching a show.

12 dec
went out with qiuyi. went to airport again. heh. airport is my home already, as well as expo. then bought ruiling present. bussed down to suntec city, wanted to look for some food. then went to marina square and had burger king. went to john little again. i dont think i can go there anymore, later tio boycott. go there, do nothing but talked to the staffs and disturbed them while working. then found kenn, talked to him then went to look at clothes. me and qiuyi had lots of fun at the fitting room. then after, left john little. was already at the connecting bridge to suntec already. then decided to go back to ask the prices of the phones qiuyi wanna get. damn far. then after, went back into john little again, look at some more clothes. then jiahao called, and realised that they havent got ruiling gift, so we volunteered to help them get while we are still at john little. then paid for the presents and left for home. we spend 3 and a half hours there. shoik not? took bus 857 home. as predicted, friday will be a happy day, but not very.

13 dec
woke up early in the morning and i felt super lethargic as i slept at 4am in the morning. went to ttsh to fetch grandfather home. very very glad. bussed home earlier than my grandparents because im meeting those guys at 2.30pm. prepared everything at home then left. waited at the bus stop like a damn fool for half an hour. then bussed down to ruiling's house. afterall, we went and we enjoyed ourselves, thanks many, babe! :D created a din at ruiling's house. started the fire early, to enjoy an early bbq. left at ard 7.10pm with ruiling's 姑婆 and 姑丈公 to watch andy lau's concert. we aint that rich to get the front row tickets, and so we sat at the highest row in the stadium. it's damn scary as it is very high. enjoyed his concert alot, as he spoke mainly in chinese. grateful! i understand. bussed and mrted home.

14 dec
shoik. rainy season, so woke up late. actually could sleet until even later if i wasnt woke up by my sis's call. damn! rotted at home today. really cannot stay at home, if not i will keep feeding myself until fat lor. finally finished ' RETURN TO RVENHEARST ' very brain-cracking. my brain cells also dont know die how many already. ahha. then watch SUPERMAN RETURNS on channel 5. wa, very handsome. my new idol, sorry ar, adilah. and today, i was awaiting for a miracle that was not going to happen. i know it too well myself. but i am still awaiting...

** remember to pay me $15 when you see me, if not until then, i cannot book a chalet. do help!

2008-12-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

mmm. work is finally over. supposed to feel the same after every work, but this time round, i felt sad and wanted to cry. yesterday was last day, supposed to jump up and down to celebrate, but i couldnt. i was sad. did cry, but it was just a drop or two. i missed them, them as in colleagues, senior staffs. i cant work without them by my side cause there is just no one to talk to. pingping and kenn! haiz. luckily both of them were with me yesterday. yea, for the very least. it's understandable that i can always go back and look for them but it's the process and what we gone through. love them.

anyway, i m jobless. help, anybody? heh. i woke up early in the morning as boss wan to meet us to tell us more about his macadamia nuts. 11.15am. what the hell. i want to sleep lor. then after that, asked qiuyi out and meet at changi airport. i think i am crazy because everyday work already go changi airport. even off, also go changi airport. heh! qiuyi was late late late. so i went to check out handphones at the m1shop, then bought a bread just to have free internet access while waiting for the slowpoke at crystal jade my bread. surfed for phones again. then she came, and we start walking around at the mall, not much things so quite bored. went to T3 viewing hall to watch airplanes. sound so boring but it's very relaxing. went down all the way to B2 again to have popeye chickens. my 3pcs chicken strips were cold once again and again and again. simply because this is the third time i have eaten cold chicken strips. but the crews were nice, they changed my whole sets for me. heh. then after walked around the shops, because it is very fun. we shop, we absorb. so everything also no GST. heheh. then we sit at the water fountain, drawing and putting nail polish, eh, that is qiuyi ar. i was drawing all the way. then homed round 6.45pm. wanted to sleep in the bus, because i was really really tired. but then the 2 guys sitting behind us, chatted non-stop lor. tomorrow, bringing the guys out for interview. then friday, hopefully will be a happy day!

2008-12-06T02:34:00.002+08:00

it has been so long. too long. ever since i last did something, and that something is updating you. work was great with friends, colleagues, promoters around but something just have to happen to make it worse. i think i just had enough of it, it referring to people itself. i am pek chek! super pek chek! i just cannot tahan anymore, i suppose. anyway, i have got a nice Filipino beside me. he is fun and irritating. but some people just have to do something to make me feel desperate towards him. fact that, I AM NOT! anyway, too much has happened. i dont even understand what i am writing already.

2 days ago.
weiren was kind. he helped to pack my stuffs as well as kenn's. but then kenn's customers took extra stuffs and went back to us. he told us that these items are not his. i took a look and realised it belonged to my customer. but i suppose my customer left at least 30 minutes ago. then i did 2 refunds that day. and both did wrongly. because i forgot to took the original receipt and what was worse was that i even returned the original receipt to customer. what the hell! i think i must be crazy. i did one refund without refunding back in the same media. die. lucky cash office didnt find lynn. lynn didnt find me to drink coffee. heng ar! stressed that day. took bus home with new friends. was chatting with mingan, then he suddenly scared me by sayinghe saw a figure holding an umbrella running past a HIGHWAY! what the hell?! got me all frightened. lame. then he told me the next day that he was scared. hah.

yesterday.
was a very happy day for me, until the very end of the day. i supposed it was the most slack and chattiest day. haha. reached there early, wanted to do an exchange and some purchase. in the end, finish everything, was still early. so helped haren to do price-tagging. chatted with qiuyi while hiding in the little corner. shoik lor! then after, reported for work and continued for price-tagging. all the way until 5.30pm. slack all the way for 2 and a half hours because we are sitting down. had dinner outside for the very first time because i didnt had lunch and breakfast. somebody say something until very nice, in the end, was all i predicted. cannot be bothered. then continued as cashier. was having a lot of fun. kenn kept asking me ' why are you so happy, logistics? ' heh. funny lar. but then something happened again. haiz. a department manager came over to frighten me, asking me a lot of questions. i was shocked lor. then after, kenn's customer lost her items which are worth $70+, i was kinda involved as well. because we share the same thing. then they suspected that my customer took her stuffs away. kenn had to refund her money. i was damn scared. then after, work was over. heng ar. then got another guy was making fun of the guy who report the hourly special thing. he kept saying ' what are you waiting for? ' hah. yesterday very fun lar.

today.
off day. went all the way down to airport in 858, changed to 36 in marine parade then 16 to koon seng road for my interview. hopefully i am the person they are looking for lor. would really want to work for them. heh! then after i took bus 33 out and went to DUNMAN FOOD CENTRE to have my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner there. had their famous wanton mee. their chilli is very hot! then i had honeydew and banana milkshake. then packet for qiuyi and bused down to expo. i am damn angry lor. waited for 40 mins for a bloody bus leh! make sense not? i waited at the bus stop round 5.17pm, bus come round 5.57pm. so long can. damn irritated. i called and wanted to complain lor. i told the guy, i waited for the bus no 16 for 30 mins already. then he told me that he will checked and guess what he say? madame, the next bus is arriving in 10 mins time. i flared up, i told him, i waited for 30 mins, now you still want me to wait for another 10 mins ar? and he say YES! what the hell. then he asked me if he needs to write a report for late bus, then i say forget it and hang up. in the end, 2 buses came at the same time. seriously, dont make sense lor. reached expo around 6.40pm. waited for my sis to come. in the process, i helped abigail with the bags, shopped around, then billed around 10.15pm. went to changi airport to have popeye chicken. heheheh. then went to T3 to see see look look. saw ethel, she was going somewhere. but she didnt see me lar. how i wished i will be the one going. haiz. then after, took the last bus home. work tml. but my counter beside me is off. sadded.

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2008-11-26T15:38:00.002+08:00

21 nov 08
went out with qiuyi to get our roster for work. reached and gt roster and gt to noe tat we cnt work in the morning, darn. it's very sad noe? coze half of my income totally gone lar. sian. then after tat, walked ard marina square and checked the sheer foundation to concealer in sasa. then walked finished marina square, we crossed over to suntec convection centre. we went to the popular book fair, very cold lor. then nv bring jackets. played ard inside then left and shopped the rest of suntec. went to carrefour to bought chips, heh, i one day dun eat chips will die. then went to the food court to enjoy our chips. then walked ard, still hungry. went to HANS to hav chicken pie. went to the busstop to sent qiuyi home while i am on my way to east coast park. then shopped ard marine parade for half another then walked to east coast park. coze my boss treating me and another promoter for dinner at JUMBO seafood restaurant. i walked 30 min down the park without resting. wth lor. the place is damn far cn? it's at another end of the east coast park lor. sian. then reached alrd, but nobody thr. i stood at the railings and watched the waves hitting the shore. very relaxing lor. then they came as well as the rain. and so, we shifted up to the second floor to hav our sumptuous dinner, believe me. first, prawns, i supposed they were steamed. gt pricked by one of the prawns, first time kanna procked by prawns lor. then was seafood tofu, and 2 sets of fried dough fritters. then was long beans and scallop yam ring. deer meat, i suppose. i didnt dare to try lar. then 2 black pepper crabs. nv tried as well. fried rice and mee goreng. 3 chilli crabs with 10 steamed buns and 10 fried buns. lastly, honeydew and watermelon sago as well as mixed fruits. i tell you, i was damn full!!! and we nv cleared finished every dish lor. i hav no idea how much lor. but i suppose at least a 300? 10 ppl thr lor, yet we cnt finish everyting. then boss drove me home. one nice guy! heh.

22 & 23 nov
rotted at home lyk nobody's business.

24 nov
went out with mum after lyk ten thousands years had passed. went to chinatown to find grandparents and hav bak kut teh for lunch, very nice coze of it unique soup base. then walked round OG coze ah ma wants to look for her new year clothes. then after grandparents went home to catch yi nan wang, mum and i went to bugis to shop ard as well as to get macadamias from my boss. very nice lor, ABALONE and HONEYROASTED flavours. still gt wasabi as well as sea salt. abit ex but worth it! then we mrt-ed down to paya lebar, then bussed down to parkway parade. waste of time then left for home. reached home ard 8+.

25 nov
woke up round 12. coze it's the beginning of another work. JOHN LITTLE MEGA EXPO SALES!! 25 nov to 8 dec 08 at expo hall 4. i saw jieying thr, she is a promoter. then saw my relative but he dun recognise me. guessed he didnt saw me. changed of the cashier POS alrd. walau, so long nv use alrd lor, very stressed. then wat's worst is my second customer of the day lor, she damn fierce lor. i jus start wat, yet she cnt understand. wth. luckily, the rest of the day was ok, at least i didnt count wrongly or wat, but then i forgt to add credits to some customers JL value card. stress lar. after a blink of eyes, work was over. yea. anyway, saw one of the promoters i met at the ASIA PACIFIC FOOD EXPO. and she gave me and qiuyi and fangli the drinks she is promoting. it's very nice. bussed home with weiren, jiahao, qiuyi and fangli. nt very tired unlike jiahao, tat noobshit! hah.

26 nov
day off! i dun wished to off today lor. coze i wanna make it to my farewell party tml, but cnt. haiz. very sad lor. since it's day off, slept until 2.30pm. heh. xiao alrd lar.

2008-11-21T00:35:00.012+08:00

2008-11-20T21:31:00.002+08:00

ok, first, i jus gt so many tings to do ye so little time lar. second, i will make use of the time and do a detailed update now.

13 nov 08
apparently 'O' has officially finished. but it wasnt as happy as i thot it will be lar. coze i m alrd enjoying before its actual end. and it was prom/grad nite as well. went home straight after the bio paper to prepare myself for the night. then it was all the rush from here to there, from there to here. very hectic. bathed-wore my dress-make up-heels-out of home. took a bus and reached thr real late lyk 7pm? gt weikiat and henry to wait for me at the bus stop. coze i dun wanna go in myself. weikiat gt shocked. yea!! and he kept saying i pretty. ahem, for once lar, so jus let me haolian, ok? then went in with tat handsome 2. then met qiuyi and ruiling in the hall and go in tgt. ltr the guys join us and we had a 5 course dinner. nt too bad lar, nt lyk wat my bro sae, canteen food. spoiler. then nomination for prom king and queen. prom king: siraaj prom queen: ganesh. see the e4 power? ahha. used to be in the same class. popularity works for the nomination lar. had lots of fun on the dancefloor. althot i didnt dance really much. anyway, weiren also say i very pretty tat nite. haha!! haolian once more. after dancefloor, we went to 7-11 to get 8% vodka, machiam ribena oni. we took bus to chomp chomp@ serangoon. 12 ppl, one huge grp of peep peeps. homed back in taxi coze couldnt make it for the freaking last bus. reached home 1+. slp asap coze work on the very next day.

14-18 nov 08
ASIA PACIFIC FOOD EXPO 2008. woohoo! finally it's over lor. but overall, it has been a wonderful experience lar. coze the bosses over thr are real nice people and another female promoter YINGJIA was very nice as well. i met nice ppl. the food expo was wonderful lar. in case you are wondering wat i am selling, i am promoting SUNCOAST GOLD MACADAMIA NUTS airflown from australia. retail price: 4.50 each. promotion: 3 for $10. very cheap and worth it. macadamia nuts itself is very expensive and you cnt find it anywhr else except here. hah. then last day was the best lor. trust me, i really hav nice boss! :D haha. he told us if we cn finish selling the last box of the macadamia nuts by 4pm, we can get to rest. yippie! and so we did, then we got an hour rest from 4pm to 5pm. wonderful lor. we walked ard and buy lots of stuffs. haha. the other promoters were very envious of us. ahha. i bought 9 packets of black pepper chicken steaks from expo. it was damn nice lor. 3 for $5, very cheap hor? haha. then i ended work at 6 on the last day coze it was my bro birthday.

went to RITZ-CARLTON, singapore, the six stars hotel to celebrate his birthday lor. so shoik. coze it was my first time thr, i noe very suaku. but how many time can you actually go to a six-star hotel to hav dinner buffet? so shoik, and the food and services thr, damn good lor. didnt had my fill althot i was pretty full. i wanted to eat more lor, if only i could. i really enjoyed the food thr. and thr was tis guy by the name of ALVIN from the dessert department. he is damn nice and he is very passionate abt his work. he made us felt very heartwarming as he asked us qn lyk ' how's your dinner, mdm?' or ' how's your evening, sir?' he's really damn nice and he told me how vanilla ice-cream was made. and he made tis an education tour as he cleared my misconception of vanilla being a grass, but rather, it was a plant. fascinating, right? i supposed almost everybody will also think tat vanilla is a grass. and he made great waffles!! haha. they served nice ice-cream as well. then their manager organised the live band and staffs very fast so that the band could play the birthday song and the staffs could gathered ard us to sing the birthday song to my bro. they gave us a complementary cake as well. very nice coffee cake. hah. wished to go back thr again, but how? it was freaking expensive lor. next time lar. then after that, we left and bro drove ard orchard to let us immense in the christmas spirit. heh!

19 nov 09
ok, i need my rest but i hav gt my nephew with me and so i woke up ard 10 plus. played with him. then had my carrot cake while he had his carrot cake and porridge. then he slp. went to malaysia in the afternoon. was very tired but it has been long since i last when, althot the last time was ard 2 weeks ago. hah. ate noodles and off we came back. reached home ard 9+. very early, i m telling you. hah. very very tired lor

20 nov 09
today! woke up round 12.10pm. prepared myself and met hester at khatib mrt station before we go to imm. it has been real dead long since i last been thr lor. then shopped aimlessly and stumbled upon SONY STYLE. gt attracted to the new vaio CS series. i want to get it for sch next year. cheap lyk xiao. then after tat, we studied the catalogue while waiting for the free shuttle bus to jurong pt. yup. today belongs to the west. then we watched MADAGASCAR: escape 2 africa. nice and funny as usual. then all the way back to amk to hav dinner at sumo house coze gt budget. heh. homed and right here, updating.

pics coming up real soooooon......

2008-11-10T16:05:00.001+08:00

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2008-11-10T11:22:00.002+08:00

okok. i tink my blog is a little messy here. coze i havent been updating. went mia-ing. hehe! aniwae, since i m back i shall start with sum shopping trips i went last week. woohoo~

6 nov 08
went up early in the morning. actually nt very very early lar. hee. so went out at ard 11.45am. all the way to vivo city by bus. the butt went rotting away... then we went to look for everybody stuffs. but thr's nth for me at the vivo and thus, we went to hav our lunch which is ard 4+ at superdog fastfood restaurant. as the name suggest, we should actually be eating hotdog but in the end, everybody went munching on the burgers away. haha! then we took mrt to city hall. citylink mall-> marina square-> suntec. saw alot of things, want to buy a lot of tings but no money. then nvm. at least meiling now gt her stuffs. everybody began to get lethargic, coze we havent gt the stuffs we wan. then we took a bus to bugis. shopped at the street. then ganesh gt her shoes, weikiat gt his shorts and shades. and me, NOTHING!! wth. then we went to bugis junction de C & K to get the heels i saw long time ago at citylink mall. fyi, by tat time, it was alrd 9.30pm and everybody is drop-dead hungry alrd. but i havent gt my shoes. then i hurriedly bought then we went to wang jiao cha chan ting to have our dinner/ supper at 9.45pm. wth! their food nt bad, althot i ate maggi mee, coze basically tat the cheapest lor. then had plain water. we spent ard 50 thr. then we took a mrt home. coze it was alrd very very late and most of us thr were supposed to return home ard 10. unfortunately, we cnt make it. blah. it is impossible to reach yishun/woodlands in 15 min?! then after tat, i walked with weikiat to the busstop. waited for his bus to come. in between, we had a little chat and it gt us both very happy! then i went home... chatted with weikiat online again. and now, i m very excited and i totally hope tat everybody cn make it thr! slp ard 2.30am. damn tired.

7 nov 08
went out in the morning again but today with two babes, ruiling and qiuyi. we went to far east. they had their lunch while i had my fruits, then we walked round and round lyk nobody business. they both gt their dresses and heels. ahha. happy, then ruiling went home alrd. then me and qiuyi contd to go bugis. ate our pepper lunch at the food court then shopped round to get her heels then we bussed to amk. coze qiuyi wanted to get necklaces in the end, she decided to save money. i gt my handicraft materials. then we mrt-ed back to yishun. by then it was alrd 9pm. we wanted to go to popular to get sum papers. but who noes, the bloody hell popular closes at 9 lor. flared up lar. i rushed here, rushed thr, then in the end closed. pui! nvm lor. me and qiuyi went to john littlecoze qiuyi wanted get sth then we saw our ex colleagues AH LI. hah. he is nt working tis year, ): nt fun alrd. but my hope is nt to see those bunch of guys again, sian. then homed ard 9.45pm. bathed. and thr's a big surprise! nephew is back. haha. he kept really quiet lor. i didnt even realise he's thr. yea! played with him for a while but no choice, he has to hav an early night. then i use com again. then slp ard 2.30am again. my leg damn tired lor, cnt tahan.

8 nov 08
since nephew is back, i ought to wake up early, and thus i work up ard 10. coze we going to enjoy ourselves thoroughly today!! haha. we prepare tuna, egg, cheese and ham sandwich. coze we goin to the beach with tat little guy. but before tat, we went to my sanyi house to hav steamboat bbq lunch. haha. wonderful lor, very full. then ard 4, we hit the beach at pasir ris. it has been really really long since i last went to the beach with my family, wat's more to say, the little guy. we spread out the mat, and then jumped down to the sand. nephew didnt dare to step on the sand, but after my sis-in-law jus put him thr, he jus sat quietly thr. hah. then we played with the sand, machiam young kids lor. ate sum sandwich. then ard 5+, we went to the mat and bathed nephew, before we went to play with the playground. i wet my pants while squattin down to take pictures of nephew. damn! didnt brought extra pants. the playground thr is really fun. very very fun. i deprived of childhood lar, so dun blame me hor. then it was nighttime and we left the place. we went to katong to get nephew shoes. but in the end, shoe too big, cnt wear. wait until he grows first. then homed. everybody was very tired alrd lor. bathed and lazed ard on sofa. i slp round 1am.

9 nov 08
ytd. woke up early coze of nephew. then ate lunch and played with nephew coze he was going home at night, and i dun get to see him everyday, you see. then played and played with him. went out to hav laksa at central while nephew goes home. then went home after getting my tings at popular. did a little revision for today exam. i bet everybody is very tired with tis ting le lor. i tink nobody gt mood to study lor.

10 nov 09
physics paper 1. i dun lyk physics. but heng, today paper was rather easy for many. but i cnt score. coze i m only getting 30/40 while others at least a 34 lor. haiz. i m all prepared for 3 c in my o level cert le lor. stress leh. ok, pictures ltr!

2008-10-23T19:42:00.001+08:00

life is a fatal complaint, and an eminently contagious one
-oliver wendell holmes.

2008-10-23T00:25:00.002+08:00

mmm... when should i start coze thr is too much to update since i last updated. ok, jus tok abt stuffs worth toking, or even complaining.

first ting on the list, the graduation ceremony last friday was a feeling indescribable. i mean, i expect sth tat cn touched me or even make me cried but no. i was wrong. sorry to all sc, noe u guys put in alot of hardwork, but still... i hope i still can hav hope for the graduation nite lor. coze i tink they did a gud job. but luckily, my day was saved coze i gt my drama tee. the one and only. i treasured it lots lots.

second ting on the list, the damn Os. it's so wth lar. althot i jus took 3 papers, i hope i cn survive thru and get a good grade for all.

third ting on the list, jobs after Os.

last ting, i very tired lor. need ample of slp. alrd nt pretty ltr the dark eye rings make it even worse. wth.

anyway, i m looking forward to the graduation night. althot in sch, 5 dollars for the entrance ticket. worth it lar.

jiayou !

2008-09-27T17:14:00.002+08:00

hey peeps of 4e3, or anybody who took any pics with me or anybody using my camera, pls go to the link below, to save the pics then u wan. coze it's pure crazy-ness for me to upload 135 photos here. so i did a random pics of 20 photos here.

pics took ytd:
HERE!!

pics took a few weeks ago:
HERE!!

thanks peeps! jiayou.

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2008-09-27T14:06:00.002+08:00

sum meaningful things tat i read from jimmy's book. he is a chinese author in taiwan.

from 履历表 (a private me):

1）常常只是一念之间，面对同样的事情却有极大不同的感受，
昨日笑今日哭，可能都是为了同一件事。
或许仅仅只是一日，我已不是原来的我了。

2）我常常在想让我看见这个世界有多好，
但一些明眼人朋友都笑笑地说：
“你还是别看见的好。”

3）虽然人人都该拥有极大的私密空间，
可是偏偏人人有对其他人的隐私感到莫名的好奇。
只有在自己被侵犯了之后，才会真正了解被侵犯的痛苦。

4）我没有快乐的童年，童年的回忆都是寂寞与孤单，
现在纵有再大的本事，都无法抚平童年忧伤的遗憾，
看到孩子在阳光下快乐奔跑，常令我感动得流下眼泪。

5）我常常感受一种迷茫的忧伤，
我不确定我是否喜欢那种调调，
但太多的欢笑总让我感觉疲惫。

6）快乐真得那么重要吗，只要看到快乐的人那张令人快乐的脸，
就足以说明一切了。
或许快乐的人没有深刻的人生体验，但谁在乎呢？

in english:

1) often it was jus the time of a thot, but facing the same thing, u hav sheer feelings. you may be laughing yesterday or crying today, jus because of the same ting. or it's only jus a day difference, but i m no longer the old me.

2) i always thot how great it will be if i could see the world, but my friends with normal vision smiled and said: " it's better tat you cnt see. "

3) althot everybody should hav their own private space, yet thr are ppl who are so interested in other ppl's private space. and only when you are being intruded, then you will realise the bitterness of intruding into ppl's lives.

4) i dun hav a happy childhood, all my childhood memories are only loneliness. even if i hav all the superpowers now, i can nv compensate back the happiness of my childhood. seeing children running under the sun, often makes me feel touched and cried.

5) i always feel a lost sense of sadness. i m nt sure if i lyk tat. but too much of happiness makes me feel tired.

6) is happiness really that impt? seeing the face of a happy person, is enough to explain it all. maybe happy ppl dun hav any experience abt life, but who cares?

i only picked and choose those tat i feel is meaning and cn relate to our daily lives. i dunno abt you, but it does help me to look at tings differently.

2008-09-26T23:03:00.002+08:00

17 sep
sian-ness. exams/prelims were over yet we still hav to go back to sch and do nth. but check exam scripts. and slack and rot. it's damn boring. and unfortunately, marks dont seem to go ur way. i tink u get wat i mean.

18 sep
sch as usual but still very boring. i went up on stage to get the merci relief tingy. hah. i thot we double checked with ms cheng that thr no honouring ceremony then we helped. damn paiseh, lucky she nv say my name out. go sch = pure waste time. totally do nth lor.

19 sep
sch. then home straight from sch. coze dearest nephew is back. heh! missed him lyk xiao lor. then played with him. then sister came back too. ltr in the night, we went to downtown east chalet to hav food and fun. hehe. nice crab. i lyk. then reach home midnight. bathed and decided to play monopoly. me, sis, sis-in-law and bro played two rounds of monopoly with bro and me bankrupted respectively. slp at 4.

20 sep
went to downtown east chalet again. coze granny is celebratin her birthday thr with my cousins and relatives. went thr very early. then lazed ard in the chalet, playing poker and lost all my money. had dry black pepper crab instant noodle and chips while nephew was sleeping. then we bought him to the pool. but he didnt lyk it. and so we left, seeing tat they actually were starting the fire. then lazed ard, waiting for food. barberqued... watched money no enough 2 at chalet. then we had birthday cake from angie the choice. very nice, i lyk the strawberry, coze it tasted lyk raspberry. yummy! then had ball games with nephew. and we went home. bathed and we had another game of monopoly. but tis time round, sis-in-law lost. hehe, finally!

21 sep
too sleepy. thus slp a little longer but that little devil jus wont allow us too. he 'boo' us up. haha. then we took care of him in the noon while bro and sis-in-law went shopping for nephew's favourite ikea pillow. hhee!!! he slp and when he woke up, we fed him and giv him a change of clothes before setting out to katong perankan restaurant with ah gong and ah ma. very nice ngo hiang they have, the assam fish was nice as well. then we sent our grandparents home. then we had a walk at causeway pt. then homed.

22 sep
boo. sian-ness. sch as usual. more marks, more disappointment. haiz. so anyway, rushed back home after sch for nephew. then played with him. yea!

23 sep
sian sian sian. rushed home coze nephew is going home too. lucky when i reach, he still slping. played with him a while before he left.

24 sep
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SISTER! i tink her birthday tis year, quite sad. heh. long story. so anyway, we wanted to go to sanur indonesian restaurant to hav dinner, but due to F1, cnt go. popeye chicken at esplanade was oso affected. initially thot could go to airport to hav tat chicken, but in the end, we went to amk market to hav dinner. and tis is certainly more more more expensive than the chicken. no choice. coze of F1. then after tat, went home.

25 sep
it's a thursday. go sch late. had a fight after sch. and got injured. fight with my good friends. lame. then went home.

26 sep
last day of sch, very very sad lor. i cried thrice today. i missed everyone and cnt bear to let it go in this way. haiz. bought camera to sch to capture the last memories, hav last recess = last supper. so sad. and i wan to conclude tat 4e3 is a camwhoring class. we took more than 150 photos or even more. omg, how vain can you be. i so missed everyone. had my last volleyball game today too. today is damn sad.

2008-09-16T14:55:00.002+08:00

sum footnote:
the first batch of pictures at the very bottom, are my class photos, as in for graduation purposes. i edited most of the pictures.

then was rat's birthday party. edited them as well. i dun hav all the photos coze i only copied wat i wanted. heh. selfish.

then at the top is my holiday trip to kukup in malaysia. incase, you are wondering wat are those tiny stuffs, click on the picture and zoom in. those are actually crabs, alot alot of crabs. and maybe sum mudskippers too. then the last six camwhoring pictures were taken last sat.

aniway, had my last paper today. i dun understand y they cnt jus squeezed everyting on one day so i wouldnt hav to return back to sch for jus one hour. damn. physics was tough but can merely pass, really merely pass it, lyk 20/40? i dunno. always didnt hav high hopes for physics but i will work hard coze mdm latifah is oso working hard too. did a good deed ytd, or should i say not? coze i was asked to do it. an auntie asked me to help a VH ytd. i was all along thr, staring at him, thinking of whether i should offer my help. but nth works. the auntie ask me to help him. i did, willingly. but i tinking, shouldnt i do it lyk voluntarily instead of ppl asking u to do it. haiz. conscience.

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2008-09-15T19:56:00.002+08:00

13 sep
was kinda taking a break off the hectic schedule of bloody tests, and prelims. use com in the afternoon. then went out to hav dinner with granny. haven seen her in a really long time. nice food down thr at sembawang, she treated us. then went home, with a new chair for sitting in front of the com. yea. very very comfy lor. then 9+ started to play free trials game. all the way to 3 in the morning. haha. crazy rite? 5 hours straight with my sis sitting in front of the com staring at the little objects. heh!

14 sep
woke up late, lyk 1.30 in the noon. played another 2 hours of games. then had lunch. then bathed and getting prepared for the dinner at the temple. drank alot of tea. then came home and studied. when i gotten all ready for studying, it was alrd 12. then studied till 2. and fall flat. only managed to study chemistry. i always forgo biology.

15 sep
chemistry was first. i wished to get 36. or should i say i aimed for 36 coze i pretty confident about my chem althot mdm azlin asked me to drop lar. but still... but the paper was quite tough, i would say. checked with other people, and i tink i gt ard 31. haiz. 5 marks away from wat i targetted. then an hour break in between before bio. then was bio. bio was ok. hee. smiles! then checked ans again then gt ard 33. hopefully, my physics could do jus as well, if oni. haiz.

photos tomorrow~

2008-09-12T18:01:00.002+08:00

5 sep
met up with hester at amk hub to watch wall-e, the robot. althot thr wasnt much dialogue and conversations, the whole plot is brought out in a simple yet educational way. watch it. then went to sumo house to hav budget japanese food. told everyting tat happened within three months to her. glad to hav a friend lyk her. then went back to amk, my childhood place. everyting changed, even my fav bread changed too. sob. cn nv get to eat my fav bread in the way it was ever again. haiz. then went to her house to teach her emaths. her bro was at home too. taught her abit then left her house round 6 plus to meet my sis at amk hub again to get necessities. then homed.

6-7 sep
stayed at home to chiong bks coze of the prelim on mon. ss and emaths paper 2 were first apart from the languages paper taken before the holidays. did selective reading for ss. no choice, too much to study, too little time left. memorised the formula of emaths.

8 sep
emaths paper was first. quite tough, and i began to wondered if mdm ng's words were true. she told us tat tis year prelim is easy. didnt managed to finished in time. then was ss. luckily all the selective reading came out. but nt everyday is sunday so i tink olevel wont cum out? i hoped it cum out coze it was the easiest of other chapters.

9 sep
amaths and biology papers for the day. didnt manage to finish studying for both subjects. both subjects are left hanging midway lor. haiz. my amaths foundation nt strong for differentiation and integration, plus i didnt get enuff practice beforehand, so i jus let go of this qn during the papers. the rest was ok, but i made alot of stupid careless mistake. didnt finish the paper too. for bio, i tink i can pass, but nt fare well coze nt much study done. all the ans were based on my daily work+ foundation+ knowledge. can get 60 over 80, i tell is miracle lor.

10 sep
amaths paper 1. was much easier but then still nv get to finish it. still gt differentiation and integration. i dun tink i cn pass my amaths again. but then i tink it will be just a border line fail. had only one paper for the day, so went hoem early to study for the next day. slp thru the whole afternoon for 4 and half hours. jus studied chem itself. let go of history again coze nv study and slp at 3.45am

11 sep
chem was ok for me, hee. smiles! i tink maybe coze i study thoroughly? haha, skali my marks cum back lyk shit. then history was tough lar. even the sbq. the seq both qn asking the same ting lor. history, almost finish. but nv lar. then homed.

12 sep
today. emaths paper 2 and physics paper. emaths paper 2 was seriously too easy to be true lar. coze most of us finish it within the time limit and sum even gt time to slp lor. but seriously, too easy to be true. so i checked my paper lyk ten thousand times lor. then gt physics, the sub tat i gt the sheer low confidence in lor. managed to memorise the formula and definition for the first fifteen chapters, the rest, slp it thru. so did last min revision, and so great tat last minute work did helped in a bit. then left sch coze gt sth on. hehe!! went to novena, smelt the donuts but didnt get to eat them coze nt enuff money. then saw my jacket on sale at $61, i make a loss of $47. haiz. but i tink gt a bit different. and i m in love with the marshmallow-coloured adidas jacket, it's very cute lor. then back to yishun np to get sth then home. finally spending sum time in front of you, updating you. yea!

2008-09-04T20:36:00.001+08:00

DARLING,

3RD SEPTEMBER 2015
SHANGRI-LA HOTEL, SENTOSA

haha, steady bor?

2008-09-04T20:32:00.001+08:00

ok, peeps. that's hannah in the first pic. and the rest, needless to say, my cute little nephew!! hannah's cute too. hannah= fangli's hannah!

2008-09-04T19:48:00.002+08:00

31 aug
ah gong, ah ma, san yi and xiao yi, tgt with leting and daryl cum to my house before we set off to kukup. bought carrot cake so i could eat on my way to the customs. passed the customs. then took an half hour right to skudai to hav duck rice. they hav gt nice duck rice. sis-in-law, bro and nephew came along too. heh! nephew! and so after the rice, we hav an hour plus ride to kukup. and according to my gps in my phone, kukup is on the west of singapore. then had black pepper crab, prawns for lunch. crab was -shakes head-, totally nt nice as compared to my sis-in-law shop. then we check in to our house. sang karaoke, played mahjong in between. had dinner. then played with lanterns and candles. it was alrd late then. but me, my sis and sis-in-law couldnt get to slp and so we played chua dai di. with different bets. for the first, we had mooncakes, then agar-agar, then plain water. i drank alot of plain water until i gt an empty stomach. slp ard 3.30am.

1 sep
woke up ard 7.45am. very very hungry. then hav breakfast. bathed and we set off to skudai again. but tis time round, we ate delicious seafood instead. it's totally nice lar. then we set off back to sg. reached home ard 3+. slp ard 5+ all the way to the next morning.

2 sep
god damn it. i had sch today. so sianz. had lunch with weikiat they all. then went sch to hav lesson. then homed-. aniwae, i hav gt a wonderful dream in the morning.

3 sep
ytd. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RAT! did sum amaths in the morning. then went to get rat's present in the evening. then went to his house. sorry but seriously, i was quite bored thr so i helped rat's mum with the plates and everytings. loved his banana chocolate cake. his mum prepared a lot of food for us, and left alot as well. then went home in ramyaah's car. thanks for the ride. reached home round 12.

4 sep
today. went out to study. but nt too good. sian.

2008-08-30T12:01:00.002+08:00

went back to sch as in AI for teachers' day celebration. yawn! rest one day then hav to go back sch the next day. teachers day celebration was ok. loved the jokes. but jus cnt tahan arun stand up th toking to himself coze nobody was even listening to him. then after tat, sat in the courtyard. i hilang adilah's money. coze of her pouch. and i cnt find it anywhr. then we went to np de foodcourt and eat. yea! nattanich smsed me. hahah. i mean i didnt expect her to sms me lar. she's going back to sch. i wanted to, but then think again. i go back oso nobody thr, oso sianz. may as well go home slp, and so i did after goin separate ways with them. slp for 3 hours plus. yea. shoikness lar. and today, i m going to do sum serious studying. yea!

2008-08-28T18:42:00.002+08:00

finally. i tink it's finally lar. coze i saw her, once in my 4 years when i m in other sch. jus saw her sis weeks ago, and now her. she is nattanich. one good friend, friend tat i wont forget. was really kinda surprised to see her at amk mcd coze she dun look lyk one who will go thr and mug lar. sorry. but it's the truth.

2008-08-27T19:19:00.004+08:00

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papers for today are ok. but i tink abit dangerous for an A1 coze abit screwed up. then go woodlands library. saw lot of others thr.

2008-08-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

23 aug
nephew's back. haha! then played and smelled him lyk nobody's business! then in the night, follow my brother to his friend's daughter 2 years old birthday at NSRCC. first time thr. they jus renovated, they looked lyk bungalows lor. nice. then ate little little coze hav to carry nephew. as NSRCC is very near to changi airport, thr is alot of planes flying past. after tat, we went to changi airport, supposingly to hav POPEYE CHICKEN after so long tat i craved to eat. yet, we left changi airport as fast as we enter it. coze we mistaken the parking fees. supposingly to be 3.57 cents/min, we thot it was 35.7 cents/min. it does mean alot of differences lor. do your maths and you will realise the big big difference. so we ended up in jalan kayu, eating prata. has egg and kosong prata and milo dinosaur. reached home and fall flat.

24 aug
took care of nephew with sis the whole day coze bro and sis-in-law go and watch movie. nephew was very very cooperative. then went down to ntuc before it starts to rain again. had maggi mee with baked beans for dinner. then watched the closing of the olympics, and ARMY DAZE. funny lor. bro bought famous amos for us. then fall flat round 12+ coze next day is the start of the prelim.

25 aug
had english prelim. i tink is ok lar. but wont do well. gt headache halfway lor, feel damn cold. skali coze nt enuff slp, coze i realli dun hav enuff slp ma. then rushed back home. haha. coze i m going to malaysia to shop. shopped for 5 hours in jus city square itself and spend RM500 in one store. how best! i bought 3 items. :D but i a bit sad coze thr is tis checkered shirt tat i really loved. but unfortunately, the shirt dun hav my size coze is way too big. i really loved the shirt alot alot. haiz. nt fated to be mine lor. then bought mooncakes. reached sg within half an hour! then reached home 11+, fall flat.

26 aug
today. i feel so stupid lar. coze today go sch=waste time. do nth oso. should hav stayed at home and slp. cn played pingpong in between lesson lor. how smart. tml still hav to go sch, coze i retaking my chinese. then lucky thurs no need go sch lor, if nt i faint alrd. then fri teachers' day celebration. really hav to work hard coze 2 months left.

2008-08-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

20 aug
sch as usual. but days for prelim drew closer and closer... had basketball for a while before we change to basketballing with netball. played and enjoyed. too tiring, i supposed. 2 persons per team. went home first as the others went to np to accompany adilah.

21aug
ytd. had breakfast at chongpang. full, too full! nt used to eating so much in the morning. bought yuan yang to sch again coze i owe him another one. was kinda pissed off and also start toking loudly to jingen abt sth tat he is nt involved coze i m totally angry because of sum stupid actions. then after sch, had lunch. then srp ended late coze my beloved mdm azlin released late ard 5. then went down to play ball. instead of playing basketball, we played netball coze basketballers having their training. then at first, only 4 of us, then 2 left, looking for other ppl to join us. lucky the 5 musketeers came and join us!! (: haha. totally loved them. the two came back with another two. and tat is eleven in the court, playing netball. yea~ separated into grps and start playing. thr is oso a rule tat goes: only 4 pairs of legs in the semicircles, 2 pairs from each grp. initially, we jus stood thr and watched the no. of pairs of legs in the semicircle as tat's considered as foul. thus, we always get the ball coze the other team always fouling. after an hour or so, 2 left and we regrp. played until 6.40 pm. left the sch wet, very wet coze too much sweat machiam bathing. hehe! so shoik lor. totally enjoyed the game ytd coze i keep insulting the shooting club. hahah!

22 aug
sch as usual. but last day of the week alrd, so damn tired. so when mr kumar was toking, totally cnt be bothered coze too sleepy. then went back to class to rearrange tables and chairs. and also took photos. also dunno is for class graduation or teachers' day. watever it is, it is memories! sweet one, i deem. took with cherlum and deh. then after tat, went to causeway to watch money not enough! nice, and funny, and touching. fangli and adilah watched meet dave. then after tat took mrt to city hall. shopped ard, chit-chatted then fangli bought her new wallet and off we are back to yishun. had dinner, then chit-chatted again, lyk non-stop. saw huineng. heh!

*deh, i wan you to noe wateva happens, i will still love you. and i wont leave you with no friends. be it wat is the obstacle btw her, i wan you to noe tat i miss you and i love you.

~ aint nt lesbian confession hor.

2008-08-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

12 aug
fateful day. i suppose alot of tings happen, but i kinda forgot. but i forget tat i gt my o level chinese result alrd. A2. wonderful? sum may say, but it is nv enuff for me. coze i wan an A1. althot i expected an A2, i didnt know how to react to tis kind of ting. thr is so much time when i really feel lyk crying but i cnt cry, tears jus wont cum out lor. and i hav an emaths test right after tat, cnt tink, but feel lyk crying. then told my mum abt it when in toilet. then hav eng, ppl showing off their A1s, making me feeling so much 'better'. thanks, i m totally appreciative of it. after tat ft, mum called and tok. she didnt scold, but tis time round i really cry, lyk finally. but my phone call with my mum seems lyk a blowjob to jingen for sum ppl, which totally nt true!! they still cn go round telling ppl i blowjob-ed him, wth! decided to retake, coze i alrd promised myself if i m going to get an A2, i will retake. mum and sis, scold me 'crazy'. and i totally agree, coze i m really going crazy soon. too many tings are driving crazy, and you are one of those tings!

13 aug
jingen too good, bought me news of reponse of mdm tan after sawing my results. haiz. felt so sad and dejected lor by mdm tan reponse. then recess, saw jingheng and call him 'hamburger'. he teased me by saying i gt an A2 for chinese. imagine how i feel lar. then after tat, went to eng lesson. saw ms goh before tat, then she sounded disappointed when toking to me. 3 blows in a day, how wonderful. i hav decided to retake so anyting wont matter to me, i hope. haiz. had chem mock test, but wasnt much of a mock test for me, coze i was still fooling ard. played basketball for a while after srp. try to forget sth tat happen during lunch and the problem i gonna solved. then went home, try to solve prob, but to no avail. no choice... i tried my best to please both sides.

14 aug
ate mcd. hehe. then had lessons as usual. oral after sch, was totally a flung lar. coze i totally screwed up the whole ting lor. the examiner even hav to drag me back to the topic. i afraid i wont do well. then played volleyball after sch. my temper was really bad then, very. acted nonchalantly.

15 aug
supposing to watch movie today. but due to time constraint, didnt went to movies, and was badly cursed! i dun mean it lar. then went to malaysia in the afternoon. yea! nephew... haha. then reached malaysia round 4++ then ate fried rice kueh. then after tat went out round 7+ to hav mee hoon kueh. ok, nt too bad but still nt my fav. heh! went to sis-in-law shop to hav bbq food. ate a little, a little too much. heh. abit full. in the end, we still went to hav kuay chap with my fav eggs and the intestine. heheh! reached home 11+, bathed and watch sum olympics, did emaths hw and slp.

16 aug
had duck rice at skudai. quite far off from jb. nice duck rice. then we went to the newly opened suteri shopping centre. shopped ard. ate kaya balls, sth tat had alrd extincted from sg, very nice. and i totally missed it lor. walked with nephew. then went to carrefour and shopped my fav chips. heh. forever, the same. then went to eat in uncle jo's. nt very nice. then went to sis-in-law shop again to eat. supposingly to go to sum fish village whr we cn eat fresh seafood, but cnt lar coze raining too heavily. hav fried kailan, fried sotong, mongolian pork, salted egg clayfish, fried omelette oysters. too full, so we went to city square and hav a walk. it's nt the first time i hav been thr, but it still 'fresh' to me, i tink. then walked ard with nephew. then shopped and gt myself a new polo. yea! haha. the whole shopping mall closing alrd. so we went back to sis-in-law shop to hav 2 crabs, in black pepper and chilli. damn nice, i tell you. the best crabs i hav ever eaten esp the black pepper crab. woah! nice. sedap. reach home and bathed round 12+. slp, too tired...

17 aug
back in sg after my lunch with fish soups. a different kind of fish soup, instead of the usual sweet tasting soup, it is the sour version. nice. then reached home. put everyting down. then go to big aunt's house. ate my fav. abacus! coze it's cooked by granny, the taste is nv gone! love. went home to watch the olympics. althot we confirm noe they sure lose, still must support rite? then watch lee chong wei oso. he damn cool ar, world rank second leh! slp early coze tired.

18 aug
back to sch with lots of hw undone. nth much in sch. hee. went home to play with nephew. but he nt gud, nv played with me, stuck to my mummy lyk xiao lor. haha.

19 aug
did no hw again. haiz. gonna strive.

2008-08-11T19:58:00.003+08:00

sick sick sick. for 2 days, but still cn walk abt and eat lots and lots of junk food! stay home on sat despite henry asking me out to watch fireworks with him. sick on tat day. pure moodless for tat day. stayed home and watch ndp, nice fireworks they gt thr. then watched calefare and first class. watch olympics from day one, more and more olympics. went out ytd with sis to orchard althot both of us are sick. we decided to spread our germs and bacteria outside. heh! gt to orchard round 4. saw our aunt by accident. and so we gt a free treat for dinner. went to sanur indonesian restaurant whr my cousin and her gf treat us to sumptuous dinner. hehe! save money. but it was really kind of them, yea. then went to raffles place. bought authentic jelly beans. hehe! nice nice nice. went home and had a gud gud rest. woke up early in the morning jus to watch tao li, coze she doing sg proud. very very proud, althot she didnt quite get any of the medals at all. then spend the rest of my day, coughing and sneezing. did my hw, but tat lyk so so little. had bio mock test tml, yet study. o level chinese results out as well tml. hopefully, is wat i expected.

2008-08-08T19:06:00.003+08:00

i hav gt lots to say, but i dunno whr to start.

2008-08-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

i wan to learn thai. i want to learn thai. seriously!

2008-08-07T21:10:00.002+08:00

The Bottom Line

Friends are the people who can really help you -- do not hide your faults from them.
In Detail

Friends are not the people who judge you in your life -- your friends are the people who can help you get over whatever problems you may be struggling with. Do not try to hide your faults from them. You will only end up pushing them away. It's time to share your worries with a person who you know can relate to what you're going through. No matter how confused you are, they won't think you're stupid or whiny. They will totally support you and help brainstorm some solutions.

really? i doubt tat, coze they dun even trust me and actually i m lying.

2008-08-05T21:36:00.001+08:00

i tink i tink too much. nth is wrong, for the very least, i hope.

2008-08-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JINGEN!! heh. glad tat u enjoyed ur day today.

so aniwae, this is my 400th post. yea! today, had emaths mock test after sch. release from sch ard 5.20pm. chat and laughed and joked until 6.30pm. then reached home. injured my little finger on my left. coze i blocked shijie during the basketball game then he hit my finger by accident. now abit swollen. then ytd, when i go and get my water bottle. thr is tis guy who is running towards me and then he step on my leg and ran past. nw my leg gt blue black. best right?

haiz. dunno is tml or next tue then noe the results for the chinese 'o'. really wan to noe them tat bad. i tink i will retake the exams if it is an A2, and not an A1. didnt want to tell any of them when the results are out and stuffs, but how long cn i dun tell?

2008-08-03T19:19:00.002+08:00

went out today. went out on both days. and bought my fav donuts!! haha. sponsor from mama. new water bottle oso. hehe. sponsor from mama again. finally bought his present. hope he lyk it. is a totally random post!

2008-08-02T21:57:00.001+08:00

and lastly to all,

2008-08-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

heh. actually i wanted to blog abt the short 'love affair' on the phone tat i hav with a singtel phone operator. hehe. i tink he is very funny and cute, you see, i wont see his face, and he wont see mine. heh. read and you will understand. tis happens on the thursday night.

he: hi, how may i help you, mdm?
me: hi, i would lyk to check if tis no. XXXXXXXX has free sms service.
he: ok, first, i would lyk to verify ur ic no and ur name, mdm.
me: ok ya. (i thot tat he will tell me tat i would jus hav to say 'yes')
then i contd on.
me: i'm supposed to say to you, huh? (he laughed and i laughed too)
he: yea.
me: oh ok. my name is ... ... and ic no is XXXXXXXX (use my mum's name and ic coze is her no., jus helping her to check)
he: ok. thank you, mdm. would you mind if i put you on hold?
me: oh ok. no problem.
he: how do i address you, mdm?
me: (i tink a while...) mdm chia.
he: (laughed a bit) oh ok mdm chia.
-on hold-
i tink he sumhow figured out tat my voice dun sound lyk a madam to him lar.
he: hello mdm chia. (laughed a bit)
me: yea. (i oso laughed abit)
he: this line does nt hav free smses, but it has sms service plus.
me: sms service plus? (thinking tat he will explain more to me)
he: ya, sms service plus. (his voice unsure and laughed) do you need me to describe the service?
me: yea, sure.
he: ok. wait a little while, the server is a little bit slow.
me: ok.
he: are you at home?
me: yea.
he: you are nt busy, i hope.
me: no no no. (he laughed)
he: ok mdm. the sms service plus is ... ...(dun need to elaborate on tat, i nt singtel promoter.)
me: oh i see. thanks so much.
he: so mdm, is thr anyting else i cn help you?
me: no, thanks. (walking over to hang my phone)
he: ok then, mdm. wish you hav a nice day. (laughed)
me: (laughed) you too. thanks.
-hang up-

see, he's so sweet. haha, cnt bear to hang up. want to listen to me summore. but the best part is tat he dunno how i looked lyk. then the bloody jingen go throw cold blanket on me, saying tat i oso dunno how he looked lyk. heh. true lar. but i tink he is very cute. hhaha.

***ok, enuff of those comments u r making right now. i noe i very bhb. but sumtime i need to be self-obessed. for the very least, i noe sumbody out thr does lyk me lar hor. so bear with it. it's only the first and last time. plus, i only write it out here to remind myself when i m older. tat's wat memories are for, isnt it? hehe. titaya actually thot tat i hav gt a bf, lyk wat the. so i asked her: 'you looked at me, do i looked lyk i hav gt a bf?' she still can say yes. wt!?

2008-08-02T20:52:00.002+08:00

mmm... before i forget anithing i wanna write. today kana 'human alarm clock' and wake up at ard 8++. i m so freaking tired lor. then slp back and wake up at 9.35. bathed and get ready to go out to meet my ah ma. to fetch ah gong from his discharged. had a little argument when settling for the bill. i gt nth to say, coze its too fascinating. then took a bus and went separate ways with grandparents. went to amk library to do hw. too sianz, so left after an hour and a half to novena again. went to get a cup of bubble tea first, coze very very thirsty. no more water. then saw titaya. my pri sch friends sister. she is of our age. she is still so pretty and sweet-looking. and she damn no link coze she keeps linking me back to weekuang, my another sch friend. while toking to her abt another shuai ge, i drop my milk tea, there goes my $1.50. the floor is wet with milk tea. then so heng, gt one blur sotong go step on it. hehe. then me and her, stand thr and laugh and act blur. didnt get to see her sis, my friend. then she hurried off. after that i went looking for birthday present as well as my water bottle, i wan a change of water bottle. cant imagine how disgusting my water bottle is. wanted to get a nike bottle, coze sis jus gt a new one and i wanted to get a new one for very long and and and adidas water bottle getting worse each time unless they cum up with those open caps. in the end, didnt get aniting. wanted to buy my fav. donuts but then budget constraint. they are having promotion. -cry- haiz. then took a train down to woodlands. walked abt to look for presents again. finally saw sth that i really really wan to get for him, his favourite colour summore. but then due to many superstitions, ended up nothing, even without my water bottle and went home. one more day, to settle everything, if nt he end up crying. damn!

2008-08-01T18:22:00.002+08:00

ate chee cheong fun ytd morning. had breakfast, if you put in another way. then ate instant noodles in the afternoon, asked darling and didi to help me buy. nth much abt ytd althot funny stuffs keep happening and do happen. today, ate vegetarian kway teow in class during ss. i noe is very rude, but i very hungry. sorry, mr lim! oh yea, before we start lesson. we went computer lab to do survey abt our sch. sorry sch. gt alot of strongly disagree. had bio test, lucky nt too difficult. if nt, die coze nv study. very tired ytd, oso dunno y tired. then had oral after sch. mr kumar was surprised how cum i did so badly for my oral. heh! i oso dunno. it's very sian i tell you, to wait. did lots of hw. but none fully done yet. i apologised for any harm caused.

Capricorn
The Bottom Line

Someone may feel more deserving of the attention you're getting -- you have a foe.
In Detail

You'll be getting a lot of attention in a social situation right about now, and be warned: Someone else may feel more deserving of it. The delicate dynamics of small groups is something you understand well, which helps make you charming and interesting without becoming obnoxious or overbearing -- and people reward that skill with laughter, applause and loving eye contact. But someone else might try to grab the spotlight in a clumsy or even rude way. They will fail, however.

2008-07-30T22:32:00.001+08:00

yan ne ke so girl mah girl inu key re du.
naan arapokirain. ):

2008-07-30T22:14:00.002+08:00

haiz, wat to do, you tell me lar. i m totally blurred and confused, can? yes, yes, YES! i love to be dragged down and stuffs, or even being called 'couples' with him from other ppl. i feel damn shoik lar. believe? haiz. long story.

tried my very very best to improve on my amaths alrd, but still, an E8. i really tried very hard. and so i shed a tear in class. coze i really wished to see a pass, for the very least. hav gt alot to say but then... haiz. dont let me fly off the handles.

2008-07-28T21:28:00.001+08:00

i tink i m expecting sth since jus now, but no.

2008-07-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

26 july
sat. original plan was to study inside/outside. but beloved is at home. coze all i could ever do was stay at home. went to ikea at night. nephew was thr. bought a storage box for putting bags. too much bags!! went to bedok 85 to hav bak chor mee. yea! favourite. ate chicken wings as well, but abit too bloody ar. very very full tat nite. reach home 11+. flat. very very flat. settle my tings and went to slp.

27 july
wake up early in the morning and bath. woo! cold, very. went to mcd. so long nv eat mcd breakfast. then went to yishun library to learn amaths. and realise sth. amaths isnt tat difficult after all. ate beancurd city. walked around the whole yishun. from my house, walk to yishun library. then took a bus to beancurd city then walked back to my house again. heh. went home and almost picked a fight with sum PEOPLE. i m only a PEOPLE in sth heart. -sob- ok so, almost fight, but still i hav to cum to a conclusion. i didnt kb you in anyway. went to big aunt house to hav yong tau foo. she cooked nice sambal long beans and honey pork. very very very nice. sis's bf gave us durians. but nt very ripe yet. wat to do? flat again after 3 hours. nv do any homework thruout the weekend. did nth.

28 july
today. sch is as usual. but with more pitching and bullying as well. heh. poor didi. then darling sprayed john's deodorant on me. oh man! had ss srp today. i loved all the human teacher, coze they practically allowed us to listen to music when we are doing our work. how cool! mr lim is back but he looked slim down. i guess it's draining him. sumhow, i tink i m going to fall sick anytime soon, but seemed lyk nobody believe me coze ganesh sae 'u been telling me tat the last srp' oh my! but i seriously do feel sick. ran 2.4km today. after the run, my leg wobbled and turned jelly. gt headache as well. my forehead feel cold. oh.

mock exams next week, WAKE UP!!!

2008-07-25T21:40:00.002+08:00

thanks for understanding the sentence. and make me feel. (: but still... ... meet you and guess we tok thru, hopefully. which sumhow i dun tink so. and many congrats to ganesh, yea. for being shortlisted by np. you cn do it girl. and you guys say we were sweet. sweet, my foot. which part of him being tortured by me is called sweet? excuse me. i dun care how they say lar. but we are nt sweet. i need to clear my doubts for amaths. yup, i need.

2008-07-24T19:35:00.002+08:00

is it you or me? tell me.

2008-07-22T19:04:00.002+08:00

19 july
nephew went back. heh. with more mosquito bite and 'orh chei' aka 'blue-black' coze he keep falling down. went down to carry him up coze thr is lots of stuff. he was walking towards his mum. he still cnt walk for very very far distance, but near one isnt much of a prob. stay the day with nephew. went out in the afternoon ard 5, to get items from my organiser. it was raining damn heavily then lor. gt my bag and my nephew's bathing elmo. came back, rest for a hour. then off to geylang to hav 'tian ji zou' which means frog porridge. very nice, but i dun eat frogs. i only eat the porridge and side dishes. esp the tofu, is damn damn nice. went home. almost drop dead lar. but my nephew, energetic as ever. play until 12.30 then go in room.

20 july
my sis-in-law and bro went back to malaysia to celebrate sis-in-law birthday so living beloved nephew behind with us. and we hav it all planned. which is to bring out for shopping~ heheh! packed stuffs and off we go to plaza singapura. thr is alot of stuffs to be carried. his stroller, diapers, milk formula, etc. a big bag full of stuffs. walked to the mrt station and took a mrt. but i tink nephew gt scared by sum many ppl so we gt off at the very next stop which is yiochukang. tok to him abit and let him cool down and board the nest train. sis was carrying him but he was ltr passed on to me. his face changed. but luckily he didnt cry out loud. played with him and sang with him in the train. and nth happened. reached ps safe and sound. begin to look for food. and went into swedsens to hav fish and chips. jarryl ate the fish and chips as well as fries too. walked ard and go to carrefour to get sth. jarryl fell aslp so we went to thomson to look for my mum. before tat, i send my new phone to 'hospital' coze of sum malfuntion. then we went on to serangoon to hav steamboat. then we went home. everyting was fine until when jarryl wants to slp. he is very tired but he jus cnt get in bed. cried a couple of times. in the end, ihav to sing to him 'twinkle twinkle little star' and pat his back for lyk ten thousands times before he could get in bed. and by then, it was alrd one. very tired. so went to slp coze sch is on.

21 july
racial harmony day! heh. didnt wear anyting unique tis year coze lazy. very very very tired in sch but thr's nth i can do. ate recess, surprisingly! haha. had srp in the afternoon. mr de told us to get ourselves a ss book. or else we hav to photocopy the whole of chpt3 which is lyk 40 over pages and cost ard $2++ plus we still hav to stay back with him tgt in the sch until 6.15pm. i didnt wan to stay back, who wants? so luckily, he say he dun need the textbook animore coze most of us dun hav and the bkshop uncle is very reluctant to print for us. ahha! yea, no need to stay back. so did sum sbq during srp. went to np before going home.

22 july
today! very very very hungry during history lesson. then went to hav recess again. after sch, drag ruiling and qiuyi and fangli to j8 to fetch my hp out of the 'hospital'. went to hav pizza hut. yea! but tis oso means no food for tml. ): bought stuffs for ntuc and they are so tempting me to go 4e5 to hav recess and lunch! haha. jus joking. hope my phone wont hav any more prob!

aniwae, mock exams are so so so near lar. no more dreaming but more studying. jiayou.

2008-07-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

i hav got lots to say. but just cnt be bothered to actually update the details of wat happened in one day.

firstly,
i have made known everyting to them. so hopefully, they arent very angry with me lar. but i dun tink so lor. coze most of them say i bluff them. ): but i wont deny the fact lar. u see, i hav made a pact with him nt to say. but then, today. haiz. everyting hav to be spurt out. and seriously thanks dickson for everyting. and tis is oso my first time say thanks to him openly. dickson is a very very very nice guy. i really feel so bad bluffing him lor. he was lyk ' cheat ur dar's feelings. ' god! i dun mean it, yea. coze i hav to tok to you in class, he doesnt hav to. and we will be in the same class for another 3 months. i will die nt toking to you. and i promise to stay out of everyting, k? so guys, dun be angry. i love GANESH, FANGLI, XIAOQI, JINGEN and WEIKIAT for listening me out coze i dun quite dare to tell the others who are oso involved in tis ting tat happened last year. and oso very thankful of wat xiaoqi had done. i dun find you a busybody! i love all my friends.

secondly,
i m really really very ' pek chek ' of watever miss chew had said in class. i wouldnt lyk to elaborate. or even to rmb myself of wat had happened. and i promised if thr is other teacher who are saying the both of us than miss chew, i wont go to sch thee next day. it's nt tat serious, but it had become a very very big misunderstanding. and it's lyk damn!

thirdly,
my nephew is cuming back tml. hehee. so miss him lor.

lastly,
jus sum daily update. went to sch very very very tired lor. then mood was ok at first, until... ... dun wan to say. coze it's damn lame for some. but it's definitely sth to me. aniwae, change from the right corner of the class to the laft corner of the class, which is so much nearer to the windows, which oso means gt alot of teachers walking by and cnt sms lor. then went to hav kfc after sch. then went back sch to hav drama. to get scolded and to be scolded at. haiz. everytime, it jus hav to be lyk tis. wth lor. buay tahan. it's nt as if we havnt cried for it before, havent been stress before, haven been pek chek before. haiz. i mean those sec 1 dun understand. we try to make things understandable to them but... after tat helped in the racial harmony day fashion parade. then went to play bball with henry. had so much fun. i cn tell u my legs are now damn weak, but still can walk. ahah! hav to work hard for oso everyting nw. and jingen told me sth very meaning ytd. 生气是拿别人的错误来惩罚自己--德国学家康德 and nt jus jingen who told me sth meaning, henry too. 喜欢一个人是用内心最深处，而不是发无聊的简讯。 tis one is nt cum from anybody but he, himself make it up. i tink is quite true lor. did sum psychology test and really tink it is very true. i will post abt it when i manage to borrow from those HCL students. hehe..

2008-07-14T20:09:00.001+08:00

hehe. the darker picture is taken quite long back but the loghter picture is taken recently, but the slping position lyk will nv change. (:

2008-07-11T21:28:00.003+08:00

ok tis whole ting gt link de. except for the first two pictures wich are totally linkless. ok. the third pic, ruiling dun look so happy ar? nvm take a look at the video. only the middle part of the video. the starting and ending are just merely parts of the plans. then look at the fourth photo. look at how happy she smiling. ohh!! and as you cn see, ruiling was smiling so happily when sumbody was so close to her. ahem! then after that, they act normal lyk nth happened. look at their faces and eventually hav to end up lyk tat movie 向左走，向右走。 walk to the left, walk to the right. haha. ok. sorry, and very sorry for posting these very nt nice photos and creating a wonderful story, sorry but is jus for entertainment sake. i noe you will be angry, either of you lar. but so, SORRY!!

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2008-07-11T20:48:00.002+08:00

yuppie, yuppie, yuppie!! coze it's finally the end of the hectic week. yea! and definitely, and obviously, so much tings had happened lor. and jus realised we cnt even keep secret for one week. damn wth lor! heh, so anyway, feel tired as usual coze it's the end of the week. lay flat for the last two days, i tink today is no exception too. -a sigh of relief- hav spa for three days. but thr is no spa tat i didnt screw up lor. pathetic hor? haiz. i tink i really need to help myself before anybody cn help me lor. and tis is wat alot of ppl sae, isnt it? aniwae, apart from these sad and depressing issues, thr are definitely things worth celebrating or congratulating. for example, on the day when i break the news, ganesh gt back her badge, which once was a struggle for her to lose it overnight. and at the same time, it was time for her to start anew and stop dwelling on the past which were wat she told me. then the birthdays of my two beloved friends, qiuyi and adilah. heh, it really takes alot of affinity to noe sumone else. -smiles- and i realise i do hav great affinity with my dear friends now. ok, back to the reality. went to seoul garden to celebrate their birthday. me and weikiat treated adilah. henry treated qiuyi alone. how generous! went with another yandaos and chiobus namely, qiuyi, fangli, ruiling, adilah, jiahao, weiren, weikiat and henry. 9 ppl in tat small small and packed seoul garden lor. total cost: $134.05. 1 person = $14.90. heard from dickson tat shooting club ppl oso going. but then in the end, dickson only turned up with 3 other ppl. hav lots of fun today. nv seem to be full lor, at the same time, i didnt eat alot lor. walked around before home. adilah accompanied ruiling. henry took his bus alone. weikiat ps us for sumone else. dun need to mention who hor... then the rest of us took 969 home. discuss abt going to poly or jc. sumhow made up my choice alrd. but then... haiz. fickle minded lor. all i cn sae. aniwae, pics.

2008-07-09T20:47:00.003+08:00

for the first time on earth, i was actually having two free periods during my sec 4 life, how rare was tat, seriously. i mean everyday we pray so hard for teachers nt to cum and at the same time, tinking of how much we hav to catch up to do if the teachers are nt around. it seriously contradict the whole idea lar. did my emaths or should i say struggling with my emaths revision ex which is supposed to be done during the holidays. i deserve it totally lor. when others in my class are having excess time and extra time to revise, i do not hav tat and instead having to finish up my holiday assignment. having SPA tis few days. hehe! 3 days at one go, nt lyk others who hav them lyk on weeks which is very dragging in a sense. hav eng lessons in comp lab. i seriously lyk mr kumar alot. ahha. then thr is srp. history srp, to be exact. asked mr ho qn, and finally knowing wat is impt in an essay. all those stuffs tat we had learnt in sec 1 and 2. signboard lar, list, define, explain lar. oso kana sabotage by sara coze he sae straight away write factors and explain. then after sch, went to interchange to top up card and off i m homed. cut my hair but no surprises, damn!

2008-07-08T16:02:00.002+08:00

went in to malaysia ytd. heh. gt nth better to do althot gt lots and tonnes of hw. but then, going to malaysia is always and forever the best choice. so went ard 3 plus, jammed at the damn causeway, which took my precious 1 hr away, which can be used to do lots of stuffs, including... ... so aniwae, other than tat, everyting went on smoothly. and as usual reach the house but tis time round went in with mum. at first my sis cnt go but then in the end, she went in with us too. heh. my beloved nephew actually say ' scare scare ' in chinese when i wanted to hug him with the action and everyting. haha. he so damn cute. then we start on our food tour before goin home at night. went to eat mian fen guo, which is kinda salty. then loh loh which is china, they call in chuan chuan. nice, nt bad. then went to my sis in law shop to eat bbq food. hehheh. then went to their pasar malam. totally different form ours lar. really. thr gt alot to eat lor. alot. so aniwae, went back to sg round 9+, 11 reach home alrd. very very fast. great. then did sum hw and went to slp. sch's today! and thr's spa tml. haiz.

2008-07-05T20:44:00.001+08:00

i'm ok, peeps. dun u worry! i m happy and positive. let it go! so aniwae, qiuyi and adilah cn we change ur seoul garden to sum other day? coze thr is a guided tour by np on fri and i tink tat's all before we cn make a choice for our tertiary education. change to tue? cn? sorry. if cnt, then dun go for the guided tour lor. haiz. sorry. btw, i feel lyk having old town coffee. i once had them. had them in malaysia. ice blended old town mocha coffee. i would say tat they wont lose to those selling at starbucks or the coffee beans and leaf. they are nice and much more cheaper. they hav a store in sg which is at east coast thr, anybody interested to go? hopefully, their price in sg wont differ so much from those in malaysia. had mine in malaysia at RM6.90. in sg should be ard $3++ if u do ur maths. hopefully lar. as i hav said youth day holiday, is jus another day for you to finish ur hw and nt hav fun. jus u wished! tio grounded and cnt go out jus yet due to my wonderful results. but heng, cn go out with my jie to beancurd city ltr. yea!

2008-07-04T20:23:00.002+08:00

firstly, i will seriously lyk to ask if i really look lyk or even sound lyk ms tow? coze today when i went into my cca room, my juniors from class2e4 start to say i sound and look lyk ms tow. i m so different from her lar. big big and huge differences! happy youth day! sounds nice right? but nt very nice if u hav gt homeworks thruout the weekend. they actually end off the sch day by saying ' enjoy ur long weekend break ' how to enjoy lyk tat? haiz. giv us hw but still wan us to enjoy. very funny lor. dickson bought his phone to sch. and we hav gt couple phones. haha. aniwae, played volleyball after sch today, finally abit of relaxation or should i sae feel relaxed? enjoyed myself and loved the game even more. then home. need to do finish lots of hw le. jiayou and rmb to put a smile on ur face.

2008-07-03T21:52:00.002+08:00

hmm. mr ong reminded us abt our graduating night and everyting. in 4 more months to cum, everyting will be put into a very nice full stop. and i hav decided for myself to do sumthing 'challenging' before i end my sch year and leave the sch with regrets. 4 years, in this 4 years, we all grew so much, so much both literally and inliterally. haha. duuno to say all this now lar. coze thr is sum positive feelings in the future. and i hope fri/sat is the day when i start everyting new. jiayou for the 0's to cum.

2008-07-02T20:32:00.002+08:00

wooh. busy, hectic life tis few days. agree ppl? mr chin came to our classroom today and caught sum friends of mine. haha! aniwae, will hav srp for mon, wed and thurs every week. how hectic cn it be? didnt hav much time to gather with my friends nt to say eating with them during lunch. haiz. hopefully, next fri we can get around and tok next fri when we are going to seoul garden in celebration of qiuyi and adilah birthday. hopefully lar. really need to take a break lor. but actually i go home is slack only lor. aha. so actually ok lar, but need time out with friends before i go berserk which is seriously very very soon. getting really emotional tis few days. tears machiam free, can jus flow out tat easily lor. haiz. minds are so easily drift off during lesson time. damn it.

2008-06-29T20:07:00.001+08:00

been a serious bitch tis few days. ignoring my friend and nt giving the person the attention, care and concern he needed. sorry. strangled my girlfriends lyk sshit. haha. ask them. bully weikiat by asking him to carry an elephant on him. poor thing.

2008-06-27T22:55:00.005+08:00

nephew and my hard disk and tiny vault

2008-06-27T22:15:00.006+08:00

2008-06-27T21:18:00.002+08:00

mmm. haha. finally down to sum seriously updating le lar.

21june
nephew came back in the morning. he has been cumin out for all the weekends in june. haha. i lyk it. then tis sat, he came out coze of my ah gong's 80th birthday. so my mum was actually repeating lyk ten thousand times lor. " how many 80 years old can a man have? " yup, sure. it does make sense but she jus didnt hav to repeat it lyk ten thousands times lor, seriously. we were getting ourselves since 4. but time was nv enuff for us lor. coze we damn slow, even the little one. haha! my gor came and picked us up after he went to collect the giant peach buns(寿桃), pls. refer to pictures for better understanding, ahah. and i seriously mean giant. we sat on hyundai trajet instead of the usual latio coze we oso need to pick up my ah gong and ah ma. my ahma being very very impatience, called us lyk 5 times, and the last call was made when we were abt 50 metres away from them?! cnt blame, so off we went to the yck grassroots' club to hav his birthday dinner. and the best thing was CARPARK FULL! we alighted first. and i hav to carry the giant peach bun, which is seriously darn heavy lor. i promised, i suffered form muscle aches for abt 3 days, after carrying the peach bun! it was quite of a racial harmony thing lor, coze the three races are having their wedding at the grassroot club. lucky we gt ourselves VIP room to separate ourselves from sitting tgt with the chinese wedding. met my pri 5 chinese teacher thr, he was with his 2 year old girl. ahha. long time nv go back to anderson le. haiz. aniwae, the dinner started and we hav lots of food lor. ranging from: meesuan, coldplate, shark fins' soup, roasted chicken with garlic, veg with mushrooms, golden bass steamed in hongkong style, prawns and lastly, or-ni (yam paste). but before the last dish, we cut open the giant peach and eat all the little peaches inside. nice! it was damn messy then lar. show u pictures then u noe alrd. then before everybody went off, we took a family photos, which consists of 33 members, but my dad nt thr. drove my ahgong and ahma home, then we went to the mcd drive-thru to get 9pcs fiery nuggets. i wasnt full! damn it! and i seriously tink thr is sth wrong with my gastric lor. i just cnt be full!

22june
exhausted and drained. but woke up by my nephew. he tried to 'ba' me when i was still slping jus lyk how we played peek-a-boo with babies, that kind of ting. he damn cute lar. then after tat, took care of him, and let him wandered round the house. he crawled to my room coze he noe tat thr's computer for him to play with. he loved computer. thr was tis time when he actually crawled into my room alone jus to play with the 'on' laptop. he was playing with it very happily. nobody noticed. then back again, he wanted to play with my sis com but my sis was doing her report then i carried him and let him played with my com instead, coze he will kana scoldings from my sis. after he woke up from his slp. i took him to my neighbours to play with the other two gorgors he had fun. then i took him back and feed him milk. then we went to j8 and get him his toys and we went back home. damn the next day to be a sch day. was enjoying myself lyk dunno wat. then next day: sch reopen

23june
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WEIREN!! sorry leh, didnt noe it was ur birthday actually, so didnt get you aniting. sorry! aniwae, first day of sch. changed of timetable, the others didnt change much. i love my seat coze of the fan above me. ahah! alrd fall aslp on the first day of sch, haiz. then gt lots of hw undone, esp my emaths lor. sianz! lucky teacher extends another week for us, yea! went home straight after sch to see my baobei nephew. send him to downstairs. then at first when my mum put him into the car, he was ok then when my mum reached out her hands, he went back for hugs. then my mum want to put him back into car, he begin to cry very loudly, very. then my mum carried him again. the process contd for lyk 2 times, then my sis-in-law hoaxed him with his new toy then he was ok alrd. but the moment when we said byebye. he started to cry again. omg! haiz. poor little boy, if oni he no need to go back. then did hw for the rest of the days. slp, coze very tired.

24june
schooling! then went to hav lunch with my sis at the 928 laksa shop. ahah. nice nice! then after tat walked abt in northpoint then go home again, slp, bath, eat, do hw, and slp again.

25june
schooling. borrowed PS I LOVE YOU from my cherlam rat. read 11 chpts for tat day. didnt do much hw coze i wan to read the book. for once, i m actually interested in tat book.

26june
late schooling day. nth much in sch. went home immediately to hav my home-cooked lunch. how many times do you actually hear me say i m going home to eat the lunch my mum cooked? very little right? so went home straight and eat. start to read the book again. finish chpt 20 ytd night. 31 more chpts to go. now, i noe books can be fun.

27june
schooling. went to eat $1.80 chicken rice which is going to be $2 chicken rice wef from 1st july. wth! then how to save money lyk tat? went back to sch to prepare oral. then went to wait outside hall. asked weikiat to piggyback me and he really did. he damn brave lor. coze i m so much heavier than him. then i purposely lean back so i would fall. i scared to break his bones. had oral. the teachers were nice, didnt make much of a mistake but my conversation, they asked me 1 qn, so a bit wasted. went home after tat, and realised my sis was reading PS I LOVE YOU chpt 11. haha. she wanted to bring the book out but i dun allow her, bleah! and now finally gt the bloody time to bloody hell post and bloody hell update. woo~ a sigh of relief.

that was only for the first week of sch. which is to return from sch immediately. but next week onwards, will be total hell. srp 3 times a week, and the worst is tat, they are the same subject throughout the week. teetee stressed us. 115 days to O level. 100 days to revise and study. god damn it. how i wished it will nv cum but it is only sooner or later lor. jiayou! must really strive le. less of computer, more of revision.

2008-06-27T20:31:00.009+08:00

hohoho~ sorry peeps! back again, finally after the exciting one week sch reopen. finally gt time to see in front of com, posting pictures of last or even last last week. haha. actually, oso bcause my sis using her laptop to do her report. aniwae, a picture speaks a thousand words. summore, mine is nt just a picture, but alot!!

the beautiful scenery picture that i took on my gor's car when i was on my way to johor.

presenting to you: the vitagen promoter! maybe vitagen can seriously asked my nephew to be their promoter. he actually noe how to poke into the vitagen using the straw. it's just that he keep using the wrong side of the straw, instead of the sharp part, he used the blunt part. and he actually sucks up the vitagen from my sis's vitagen coze he wanted to drink. and he went " mum, mum " all the way!

the 'ghostly' picture i took with my full fringe down. tat's nt my room, but it is my room in malaysia.

day out with hester last week. the spaghetti looks ok right? but then it's nt worth it lor, so little and it bloddy hell cost $6.80. haiz. waste money!

the white heels that hester bought!

in case of you guys out thr may wonder, who the hell is exactly is hester girl? thr she is, quite look alike hor, we 2. we been friends for 13 years. i noe when i was 3. woah!

we found tis giant pikachu and doraemon on the third floor of BHG at bugis! arent they cute?

the end of my adventures for last week at least. more to go!

2008-06-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

wuahahah!! so long oso nv update le. heheh!! a brief update lar. if nt i dragged one day by another, only will make tings worse.

14 june
in malaysia. as usual, hav kway chap on friday night, but tis time round, we hav satays oso. pork satay! i dun usually eat pork satay lar, but their pork satay machaim chicken satay lar. seriously. very soft and tender. went back to the house and watched 'wishing stairs'. althot watched before alrd, but forgt alrd. then slp ard 2am. celebrated my nephew birthday again. he was again, slping. ahha. we enjoyed the bbq food lar. very nice, i wan to eat summore. tis time round, thr's no cake but mini eclairs. damn nice lar. veryvery full, i tell you. full until u cn vomit lor. woke up round 6 coze my sis nt feeling well. then cnt slp back lor. flip and flip until xiao.

15 june
and when i was really getting to slp, it's time to wake up. packed everyting and get ready to go back to singapore. hehe! fathers' day celebration at toa payoh fortunate dim sum restaurant. haiz, abit sad lor. no, char siew bun for me, they are too busy to make, lame excuse!! haiz. went home. everybody lyk fainted. i was the onli sole survivor awake lor. i fed myself with alot alot of tidbits. then my sis-in-law and gor went out for a movie, kungfu panda. then i stayed at home to take care of my nephew and sick ah jie. 1 person take care of 2 persons. ?! watched charlie and the chocolate factory on tv. very nice!

16 june
slp till noon. played with nephew till he went home. then i used com. and shopping!! haha. and did sum of my emaths hw. did till 2.30am.

17 june
finally, finally. can go out with my mum and my jie alrd. it ahs been centuries alrd since the three of us go out as a whole. (: ate at nanxiang restaurant. always love their xiaolongbao and fried rice. then went to buy my hard-disk which i seriously need coze i want to format my lao-kok-kok de acer computer. bought the 4gb mini vault. shared with my sis. lost my 512mb purple colour mini vault, then very heartache lor. then ate at the POPEYES CHICKEN fastfood restaurant at the singapore flyer thr. nt bad leh, their chicken then nt too ex. still cn accept. nice nice! did hw again until 3am. wth!!

18 june
went out with hester today, finally after so long. first time i punctual lor. we went to amk hub first to watch kungfu panda. very cold lor but i nv bring jacket. kungfu panda is nice, hee. master wugui. shifu. haha. i loved the way they pronounced it lar. then after that, went all the way down to bugis and shopped. ate at food junction and spent $6.80 on tis damn little serving pasta lor. heartaches! then walked around and finished the whole bugis street. then we went back to bugis street and bugis juction. then went down to j8 and finally saw the toy for my naughty nephew. wanted to buy but nt enuff money. then went home and nw updating for ur eyes!! hah. tinking going to do my emaths summore lor. so much!!

2008-06-13T02:12:00.001+08:00

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2008-06-13T01:45:00.002+08:00

10 june
rotted at home lyk shit. eat maggi mee and chips. coze thr is no carrot cakes for me on every tues. did sum hw. and still hav tonnes of them, undone! holidays is coming to a very end very soon. still, no revision plus homework done. die ar!!
11 june
went to sentosa today. with qiuyi, jiahao, weiren, weikiat and chng yong. weikiat and chng yong came up to my house to meet me. is thr a need? then we went to busstop as we waited for the rest who are on the bus. then we took a bus. an hour bus ride. wonderful, nt yet wonderful. my hp is gone plus music and fm radio. basically, i m surviving on nth. weikiat and chngyong hav gay slp. hehe. look into chngyong phone's picture folder to noe y. reached thr, didnt want to wake up the both of them, but the bunch of malay boys who were beside them woke them up. arent they good? then we shopped in giant to get tanning oil, but then none of us wanted to share thus no tanning oil for us. bought chips and drinks as usual. then off we go to take the train. so we went in, and thr was tis grp of girl. one girl started to say ' do you still rmb those memories?' i, bastardly enough, said ' ya, i still rmb those memories' and yup, the rest of those girls stared at me all the way until we alighted. serves me right! then we gt off the train and we took a tram to the end of the siloso beach and started playing volleyball. none of us were very very pro players of the game, so we challenged to a even not so pro team. hav adequate fun. coze nt much challenges and most of the time is picking up the ball or scolding each other. finished the game. the guys begin to hav itchy hands, they started to drag ppl into the water. obviously, they did target me lar. they held my hands and legs up, but due to my heaviness, they let me go after a few steps. then they changed strategies and they begin to push me into the waters. but i fell in the sand. 'thug!' we all stopped and laughed lyk nobody business. then they go again, dragged me all the way down in the waters. after tat, they changed their target to jiahao. jiahao oso kena. after tat, we stayed in the waters and we started to tok abt alot of stuffs. unfortunately, weiren was left on the sand, playing sand. coze he nv brigs extra clothes. we went ashore to accompany him and hav chips. then we went bathing before we set off to bedok to hav our ba chor mee. it was another long bus ride. we took bus 65 to halfway and we changed to bus 14. my bag snapped when i was running halfway to catch bus 65. i hav to carry my bag the whole way. in the bus, jiahao and weiren meddled with the emergency hammer, and kena a thrashing session from the bus driver. the rest of us, watched show. soon, which is after an hour plus, we reached bedok and started to hav a feast. everybody machiam hungry ghost. jiahao ate ba chor mee, 2 chicken wings and hokkien mee. weiren ate ba chor mee and fried kway teow. chngyong and weikiat each ate 5 satays, 2 rice, 2 chicken wings and ba chor mee with extra mee. me and qiuyi ate 2 chickens each, ba chor mee and carrot cake shared. all lyk yao diao. ahah. then we walked to the badok bus interchange to take 854 back to yishun, whr we belong. saw zifeng at the interchange, guessed he must be rather tired after the hike. most of us slp when we are on our way back, including me. damn tired leh, u noe. the most important ting is tat i only spent $10 and i enjoyed myself. and and and, we must nt forget, we travel from north to south in the morning then travel from south to east in the evening and travel from east to north at night. wa! hee!
12 june
no carrot cake for me again today. auntie's carrot cake sold out. damn! no choice, ate maggi curry mee with egg. then used con lyk no need money. i tink round 7 hours. did nth constructive again. hav to do sum thing constructive tml. coze i m leaving for malaysia again to hav great food and bbq on sat. yea!

2008-06-09T20:40:00.007+08:00

7 june
big day, big day ar! hah. my nephew is celebrating his first birthday at the COSTA SANDS PASIR RIS chalet. small yet ok. jus enuff for the number of people to stay. 5 people go thr by car, 5 people stay thr, 5 people go home by car. jus right. aniwae, dragged our feet to chalet as there is alot of preparation to be done at home as well as chalet. checked in and put everyting upstairs. the chalet is filled with the stench of cigarette. damn disgusting. soon after, sum of my relatives cum. then we headed off to the e-hub! which they hav finally built finished. bought lots of stuffs from ntuc and started fire for bbq. my ahgong is a damn pro lor. he start fire damn easily lor. then i oso dun care alrd coze actually is i supposed to start fire. ate nissin laksa cup noodle, too hungry alrd. then after tat i hav no idea wat happened. i guessed i was too busy. by then, it was alrd 6+, the buffet came as well as many other of my relatives. ate, and start to bbq lyk nobody business. as for the cute birthday boy, he was slping all along upstairs with my sister guiding him. he slp till 8+ when everybody is alrd in the midst of enjoying ourselves. his birthday cake, from awfully chocolate, was supposed to reach btw 2pm to 6pm. however, was corked up. wth?! ever heard of corked up cakes? haha. they said tat our order was nt taken in, when they actually confirmed with my cousin lyk twice?! dun make sense. but luckily, they make it up to us lar. with three cakes, foc. nt too bad ar, the 1.5kg cake which supposingly to cost around $150, turned to be free. haha. then we cut birthday cakes. soon after, when everybody left, i then realised it was alrd 11.30pm. everybody bath. but i was still bbqing. dun waste food noe. packed up every litter. i bbq my forte, sambal prawns for them. we enjoyed ourselves in the chalet after we bath. the feeling's damn shoik. finished everyting abt 3. then we went to bed. woke up around 9, ate sum cakes, soon we left for home. it's very fun lar. IMAGE HEAVY!!!